am 53 years old and i was hyper- sexualized .by my own brother. I lost my precious virginity before i even knew what it was.9 years old i was having bestiality sex, the magazines under my fathers bed that my brother gave me to look at so he could watch me having sex. this went on into my well past 30's and then something terrible happened to me. I was drugged into unconsciousness and raped.I married a hell's angel unknowingly and he tried to kill me when i tried to leave. Jesus saved me, I broke his face and he still would not let go. I told him you got your extra-p***y.{he made it all sound ok right in front of all his friends.and i let him cause i wanted him to .go away.]and i refused to have sex with him, He was sleeping with whores- i refused to dress provocatively and i realized well into my 14 year marriage that my Husband had been in on the rape. I was not supposed to live, so he said to me marry me and serve the Christ forever.but what he really wanted was to keep me close so that he could fulfill his duty, he was going to kill me. i was so scared so i married him, and he tried to kill me so often, and my God Jehovah, and Jesus saved me so many times. he was a real devil worship-per and thanks to him, I faced down Satan himself. i kid you not, and when God took a-hold of me, he faced him down from within me. and he shrank back. i no longer have demon attacks. there was a seance when i was only 9, and i was demonized and did not know it. Thankfully MY powerful and almighty God knew how to deal with it. I will never leave my God, everything i just watched happened to me. It is real. please do not try and say i am insane, but think carefully, because if it happened to me, it can happen to you.
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