my life

it is worth it all. It was horrendus, and yes i died at least 5 times, but you see, I can handle it, because Jesus has made it so, i realize what i did was all that i could do. I have known for 12 years now, that my partaking of the cup of the christ-meant i would live a life that is not my own. I will get a new life in a home together forever with the ones who loved me and helped me through it all. Not knowing what that home is like because flesh cannot reside there. but i know who and what Love is. I look around me, and i am fighting mad, not just because i suffered but because everyone and everything has the holy spirit, and that spirit is God, Jehovah is the holy spirit. I know things that i could not possibly know without having it revealed to me,by the Christ. I am a judge, and i always judege aright. If you are human, I will plead forgiveness for yu. If you are a demon, i will punish you based on how much evil you did. I am mercy, I am powerful enough not to intervene unless i see fit to do so. I payed the ultimate price for this priviledged position. I had no choice but to choose this life because i was born into it, and God almighty himself is One with me. My name is Ijah-Tina porter is a title, i have no human father. Tina literally means {follower of the Christ anointed one, and porter means servant.}I was difellowshipped because God fortold it, in the bible Ezekeil chapter 34. any x JW who is feeling bad should read that, because it will set you free from an organization that seemed ok, we believed it. There is nothing wrong with the bible, the problem lies in imperfect men lording it over us not with love. but with great power comes full and great responsibility.I blame satan for all of it. No human could get away without The help of Jesus christ Look at the animals, they are perfect. They have no sin. but they get diseases and get sick and die. if god is going to wipe out death itself, then the animals too shall not die