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 Dear Briana Hernandez I was going to post a status because i am sitting here crying and i am suicidal again. I feel this way because,I never got to be a parent to any of my five children, and because i have no one to help me when i need it, even though these people get 3, 176 dollars a month for me, and i even have a privaye room which i would'nt in another group home. I am 53 years old and on oxygen and i spend all day long sitting in front of my computer and get threatened all the time if i dont just shut up don't complain about nothing. No one to talk to, and no one to care for me at all, just my friends on face book. I will never drive a car again because i cannot afford to. i cannot just leave or go downtown to see my homeless friends in a city i have lived in for 20 years but i came here because no one over there would take me in, and anyway, no matter where i go, i will never be treated as an adult, these people are Muslim's so i get no pets. I want to die, so much.I cannot say i would do anything to turn back the hands of time, because i was a Jw, and i was hated. I would not have mattered since the bride never have lives of our own, and i did not choose or want it, but God chose me. I Love you Dear I really do. I wish i could send angels to your house to help you. Your children are your best bet to having a good life later on, I hope they love you the way mine never will. Be happy Briana, you could be me, and i know you would not want to trade lives with me. with Love your friend Tina Porter hemingway