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Look, Friends, i did not tell you what happened when i gave notice of my intent to leave this house and go back to thurston county, to my beloved Jeanette Valencia owner of an adult family home that i lived in. when i made it known, the next thing i know the owner, grabbed me by the hand and said :Please don't leave us Tina, we really like you here" say what??? this is the same guy you can hear making me cry on my you tube video that i posted to prove he was being abusive, and now, that he knows i have a way out is begging me to stay?? I was freakin shocked. Wow, and since then have had no trouble.AND THE WORST THING IS, THAT PEOPLE DO NOT BELIEVE THAT GOD HEARS US AND RESPONDS. I am not saying that if you are atheist that there is anything wrong with that, i respect most religions, Jesus really gets around, but i have never said i did not hate the muslim faith because i damn do.Muslims do not practice forgiveness, it makes it hard to deal with them let alone the fact that the men demean women. We are as nothing in their eyes.I know because i was married to and had 3 kids with him, and to this day, he hates me, and so do the kids. I just have to wright them all off, no point crying over people who dont want me, at this point i would like to speak to my son devon, he is my baby and at 17 he is autistic and he wants me, he told me so. I tried to contact him through my sisters widower, but i have had no response. i guess i will have to live with the fact that even as we speak they are all saying i am bad don't call her. i get the feeling that he does not believe them and i know why. i protected his lungs from my ignorant mom, by putting up a blanket between the room he had to sit in and her incessant second hand smoking, in the kitchen, and for a year i never did anything that he could see was wrong. He will not believe them and so i wait.