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So, I was pissed, being called a harrasser, being told that i had been stabbed in the back by my former caregiver,being told that i must live with the fact that i had a piece of shit for a wheelchair and that i should just shut the fuck up, and live with it, and sira{the owner and wife of bakery} stabbed me in the back because she refused to tell the mental health manager, that i got pushed up the ally way by her, because the last time my mental health case manager came by i told sira to stop eves dropping on me. she is being a bitch but watch how Jesus works for me first off i lost my appetite- i could not eat my lunch so i left...i found out that i must have plugged the chair in wrong or something because i wanted to test it out to see if now it had power, it did, so i went down the treacherous alley way. perfect, i went up the sidewalk, perfect, i went across the street and into the catholic parish office, i just felt compelled, i asked them for a rosary, i got one as you can see below, I went to leave and wham, something broke right there in their nice warm office. i said i will look. the two sisters helped me and i figured it out, the cable came out of the engine from the arm rest that it has no power, so we plugged it back in and rerouted the cord so that it will stop yanking on it, that explains a lot about why my chair was losing power and pulling left when i clearly wanted to go straight. ok so then i went looking for a cigarette somewhere else off to the little store, and viola, first lady i asked gave me a menthol, tada{ i am always looking for smokes} so then i decided to go home, wham the arm fell off again. i called 911, here comes two fire trucks and o m g buff young men start looking for allen wrenches, other wrenches they fixed the arms so that i can reach them and tightened them in and my chair is now perfect except for that clacking sound so now i know what to do, if my chair breaks down call 911 and enjoy the youngsters doing everything they can to help -for free, and i wont have to harrass anyone anymore Hallelujah JESUS RULES AHAHAHA THESE ARE THE GREAT WORKS OF OUR GOD AND THAT IS WHY HE RESSURECTED ME FROM THE DEAD, I WANTED TO TELL THE JWS, BUT THEY DO NOT BELIEVE IN GOD'S POWER NOW- THEY THINK I AM A BIG FAT LAZY UGLY LOSER OF AN APOSTATE THAT PARTAKES WRONGLY AND PUT ME OUT OF MY FATHERS HOUSE, I ASK GOD TO FORGIVE THEM SO THAT THEY WILL NOT DIE, BUT I KNOW GOD, THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE WHO HAVE HURT ME BEYOND REDEMPTION. i AM A NICE WOMAN, AND I JUST DON'T WANT ANYONE TO DIE,EXCEPT FOR PEOPLE WHO LIKE DEMONS AND INVITE THEM IN ON PURPOSE....NOW I WILL TELL YOU ALL- A LITTLE HERE A LITTLE THERE- IT IS NOT FOR ME, ITS ABOUT KEEPING YOUR FAITH STRONG, TO GUIDE YOUR SOULS WITH THESE TALES SO YOU CAN LEARN TO DICERN JUST WHAT IS GOING ON, SO THAT YOU TOO CAN SPEAK OF YOUR GREAT WORKS OF GOD, YOU ALL HAVE AT LEAST ONE, LET LOOSE BECAUSE IT IS A FORM OF WORSHIP TO DO SO, NEVER FEAR GOD'S ANGELS ARE HERE SURROUNDING US AND YOU CAN EXPECT ALL THE MIRACLES LIKE MINE ARE THE SAME AS YOUR SHARE IT, MAKE YOUR LITTLE LIGHTS SHINE SO BRIGHT THAT IT BLINDS THE ENEMY AND SAVES SOULS I AM AN EYE WITNESS, TO THESE THINGS AND THIS IS PART OF THE NEW BOOKS THAT GOD HIMSELF WILL BRING, LIKE SO MANY WHO ALREADY HAVE LOOSE THEIR LIPS AND SPREAD FORTH HIS GLORY HALLELUJAH

i have had 2 cats from childhood, one was a manx black with white booties named midnight-and then there was kitseeboo she was injured and could no give birth to live kittens. she got a broken leg and they catsted it. i took care of them but one day i dont know why, i took her in the bathroom and started beating her, she hid behind the toilet, and i became ashamed of what i did, and i picked her up and snuggled her gently and i swore i would never again do that to my cat.when i had my first child i spanked my baby for no reason, then i picked her up and swore i would never do it again, i went home to my mother, i was pregnant and being beaten and left with no food for me, and my first husband shit bag ate the last jar of baby food, in the house after spending our last dime on a camera that did not work. i started a divorce, but back then they made you go to the courthouse and talk to a marriage counselor, and he begged me to come back,i should never be around people who abuse me because i always forgive, and i forget... its not fair, why did you make me this way o God i am sorry i am not going to blame Jehovah, it's satn who did that to me, through a muslim terrorist. I have finally started to tell people to fuck off. It makes me feel good.

about my brother Terry hemingway- he loved me like no one else, thats not a good thing....

i never ever went to school after 7th grade...cause my brother wanted me home with him and he forced my sister to go.. i will tell you being His lover hands off, he liked to watch me ,put his friends up to deflower me, etc.. this went on my entire life, i knew it was not normal but did not see it for what it really was... until my husband saw it and was gonna kill him... my brother escaped by jumping out the window.

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  well after five years in prison for a crime i did not commit, they would not let me answer questions, and then they disfellowshipped me because they wanted me to stop partaking of the emblems. If you are missing from the meetings and have no contact with them, they will not help you out. you all know my story, but then you never did believe me did you?If the other churches in town had not helped me eat bathe dress me, and shelter me i would be dead. The JW's did not do anything to help me, and they knew i was in good standing before all that had befallen me, and to call me a liar is insolent.I used to weep in my cell, because i wanted my friends and when i got out, I had no friends. so don't pretend that The wtbts helps people out, they don't.They do not clothe bathe shelter or help financially unless you go to every meeting and turn in field service time regularly and even then they never helped me....4 Perhaps they can encourage a person to return to the congregation by kindly showing him that Jehovah loves His sheep and requires only things that we can do. These include studying the Scriptures, attending Christian meetings, and preaching the good news of the Kingdom. It may be appropriate to read Galatians 6:2, 5 and mention that Christians can help to bear the burdens of one another, but “each one will carry his own load” of spiritual responsibility. No one else can be faithful to God for us. They did none of this instead they got ahold of my police record and believed i was a violent felon, and they accused me of being a liar, how much love do you think I felt after all the years of suffering i had gone through to find not just indifference but outright opposition? and the worst part is i am still a Jehovah's witness in God's eyes, i cannot return, they made that clear.GOOD THING I HAVE JEHOVAH GOD AND HIS SON ON MY SIDE.

  

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tHIS TATTO IS UNFINISHED, IT IS DEEP WITH MEANING AS I DESIGNED IT THIS WAY. i SPENT TIME IN COMPLETE SENSORY deprivayion-TORTURE, THAT IS TO SAY, THERE WAS NOTHING TO LOOK AT, NO COLORS, NO BOOKS NO LETTERS OUT NO MAIL NOTHING TO SEE OR HEAR OR FEEL. THAT IS UNTIL I GOT MY TATTOO, PRISON CAN DEPRIVE YOU OF ALL SENSES oops caps lock- ok............ noun, Psychiatry.
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the experimental or natural reduction of environmental stimuli, as by physical isolation or loss of eyesight, often leading to cognitive, perceptual, or behavioral changes, as disorientation, delusions, or panic.that said,<< this broken heart of mine, I no longer had the will to live, So Jesus rescued me from this torture-in fact i was told that i am a tiny treasure in the kings pocket.. He sewed his heart onto mine so that i could live my half is the one with an eye.the eye represents my name that Jesus gave me, it is I and Jah, pronounced eye yaw, it means the father Jah and I eye are one, and Jah sees through my eye as well as i see with his eye, my left eye is his.[>>>>>>>>>Rev 1:17 “‘Let the one who has an ear hear what the spirit says to the congregations:+ To the one who conquers+ I will give some of the hidden manna,+ and I will give him a white pebble, and written on the pebble is a new name that no one knows except the one receiving it.’<<<<<<<<<<<<<Ezekiel>>>>>>>>>>
19 And I will give them one heart,+ and a new spirit I shall put inside them;*+ and I shall certainly remove the heart of stone from their flesh+ and give them a heart of flesh,+ 20 in order that they may walk in my own statutes and keep my own judicial decisions and actually carry them out;+ and they may really become my people+ and I myself may become their God.”’+<<<<<<<<<<<<Michael the archangel is Jesus, he has many names...a rainbow representing Jehovahs holy spirit, i have seen it>>>Ezekeil<<<<<<25 There was a voice above the expanse over their heads. (When they stood still, they would let their wings down.) 26 Above the expanse that was over their heads was what looked like a sapphire stone,+ and it resembled a throne.+ Sitting on the throne up above was someone whose appearance resembled that of a human.+ 27 I saw something glowing like electrum+ that was like a fire radiating from what appeared to be his waist and upward; and from his waist down, I saw something that resembled fire.+ There was a brilliance all around him 28 like that of a rainbow+ in a cloud on a rainy day. That was how the surrounding brilliant light appeared. It was like the appearance of the glory of Jehovah..."the cross underneath is actually my nickname, my stage name when i perform t small t not T capitals. My sister could not speak my name so she called me t >>>>sos the international sign of help it means save our souls, but it also is the least read book of the bible and it is the most powerful and perfect description of who and what Love is, and Jah wrote it about himself...sos 8:" 6 Place me as a seal upon your heart,
As a seal upon your arm,
For love is as strong as death is,+
And exclusive devotion is as unyielding as the Grave.
Its flames are a blazing fire, the flame of Jah.*>>>the rainbow is a promise you can see and it is what the holy spirit looks like.but Jah is the holy spirit, it is the nonhuman form of Jah that lives insdie all things that are alive- including demons, without it there is no life.<<<the unfinished parts are a blazing fire and white feathered wings of the archangel, and the flame above my head -the anointing.>>>no one can take my skin away, this is why it is imperitive that one get tattoos in prison so that you will not go mad...it is torture. it can lead to hysterical madness.Thank you for asking me and i will add it to my blog. with love Tina lynette hemingway keshtbod tracy porter.

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As a matter of fact, i know it for sure, he wont let me die, he wants me to stop trying to do that- it is the last accusation against me that satan has made, and God knows me well, He will always help me stop this time before i do it, because he knows i will do it. I think Jesus is is so tenderly compassionate. His words are always right on time, when he knows i cannot take anymore he moves me, i fall and cannot do anything, he makes me rise. i am like a car with no driver, having lost the ability to want to live,he must use his power to cuse me to do what must be done, because he knows i cannot i do not even speak much, but with him, no verbal words are needed, he knows i know he is right here beside me i do time to time aknowledge his presence, and when i do its crazy, i start smiling laughing my pain goes away and then once in a while God himself comes in to a threeway converstaion, and he makes jesus laugh, and i cannot stop loving them more and more, my Love fills all of the empty spaces everywhere, and occupies everyspace everywhere, and Jehovah runs the show, by pretending that He is just watching when really without him, we would die. if any choose any thing else above him they cannot live very long, he does not force anone to live he regrets their choice to die, but what can this beautiful gentle god do, but offer life and regrettbly they choose death, he will do whatever he can to make that not be, but ultimaetly it is our decision. they choose wrong because satan makes them think that he does not exist, or better that being evil is fun.

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ok so it was 3:00 and the owners wife says i will give you a snack, she gives me   graham crackers. I ate them slowly and relished every bite. so then i laid down as i always do before dinner at 5 pm, about 4:00 all i could think of was food, and i started to see stars, and i felt i might pass out and i started to have a panic attack, which for me i just ignore it cause i want to die, so i am like yay, then i thought ok i should tell her so i ring my bell and i told her, i feel so hungry like i could just die. she obviously looks down on fat people, and she says i will check your blood sugar but i cannot just keep giving you food... what food.? anyway even after the graham crackers my blood sugar was 55, so she made my dinner early at 4:15 tuna  fish[which i freakin hate] and celery, breakfast was a bowl of oatmeal, and lunch was a bowl of soup. thats all, and i hated everything but the oatmeal. we never get fresh salad, i never will be getting anything i like. they act like giving is food is a chore.. i dont care if my wheelchair gets stuck outside, i am going to the food bank on wednesday, and that is that. I could die because of them starving me. and when i get the chance tonight i am going to go to the kitchen and find something to eat,and if they catch me so what, i cannot be jailed for stealing food, theyll just start locking it up.I already complained about them not honoring their own rules and giving me 2 snacks a day which is required for freakin insulin dependant diabetics, thats why we get and stay fat, we have to eat.....Maybe my mom will mail me pumpkin bread. I am starting to look in lewis county for a home. too bad my mom is not able she could get 3,000 a month to keep me.I am working out and i will lose weight and i will walk better, and i will persevere until i can go take care of my mother, she needs me, and for once in my life will help her, cause she is smart and she can tell me what to do, and i will do it. I love her, always have, i was so devestated when she broke my heart and disowned me, and was so mean that i had to discipline her with dramatic violence... but i never hurt her and i never would. I have a reason to live again.now you know, i knew when my sister died that she would stop hurting me, because i really am all she has got. thanks be to Jah, he and his son told me, my sister was gonna die and i would get my mpm back, and see, Hallelujah-

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please do remember that they tell half truth half lie, if you grasp the truth you will see the lie and god will bring all of his own through, no fears that God needs us to desperately crawl through broken glass on my knees through nails and screws and poison that makes my limbs go numb under a house near the torture box used on homeless people tortured and buried under the house where i lived and i was supposed to die that fatefull day... ok yes i did do that but you would not be asked to do that, not even at all....i understood what anointed meant, drinking he cup is real... more than you know..