why

This girl I know, has never been loved before. she married, and had children, she lavished her babies, all three, she would go to the Kingdom Hall and cry through the whole meeting.in great fear she left them all behind..still looking for love, she tried gain, only to lose two babies..she tied her tubes so she would not have to worry, but she was still crying from the first thee. she thought she found love but the ugly truth soon reared its head, the third was the worst...she asked God, why am I now trying to go back to him, because I still love him..Some very kind answer came to her....and it was this...she believed in love and could feel it she thought...he might be and for a few minutes, but always mAde her cry, every day and now that he is gone grieved. if any little thing went wrong she would fall to the floor and beg God to let her die...this went on for years and when he spoke to her, she knew it was Jesus..she had to unlearn the responses that were taught at the Kingdom Hall....causing her to loop the response to questions that she heard in her own head...lies meant to bind her in a moment end freeze