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1 Corinthians 4L1This, then, is how you ought to regard us: as servants of Christ and as those entrusted with the mysteries God has revealed. 2Now it is required that those who have been given a trust must prove faithful. 3I care very little if I am judged by you or by any human court; indeed, I do not even judge myself. 4My conscience is clear, but that does not make me innocent. It is the Lord who judges me. 5Therefore judge nothing before the appointed time; wait until the Lord comes. He will bring to light what is hidden in darkness and will expose the motives of the heart. At that time each will receive their praise from God.

6Now, brothers and sisters, I have applied these things to myself and Apollos for your benefit, so that you may learn from us the meaning of the saying, “Do not go beyond what is written.” Then you will not be puffed up in being a follower of one of us over against the other. 7For who makes you different from anyone else? What do you have that you did not receive? And if you did receive it, why do you boast as though you did not?

8Already you have all you want! Already you have become rich! You have begun to reign—and that without us! How I wish that you really had begun to reign so that we also might reign with you! 9For it seems to me that God has put us apostles on display at the end of the procession, like those condemned to die in the arena. We have been made a spectacle to the whole universe, to angels as well as to human beings.10We are fools for Christ, but you are so wise in Christ! We are weak, but you are strong! You are honored, we are dishonored! 11To this very hour we go hungry and thirsty, we are in rags, we are brutally treated, we are homeless. 12We work hard with our own hands. When we are cursed, we bless; when we are persecuted, we endure it; 13when we are slandered, we answer kindly. We have become the scum of the earth, the garbage of the world—right up to this moment.

well here's a truth for you that you know is no joke. you personally know of a sister who is homeless and sleeps outside. You own a house that you could give her a room, she is in good standing but left her wordly husband and is free to remarry. He took even the truck and she is destitute. the governing body forbids this brother from taking her in because maybe the neighbors will think they are living in sin, or they may get tempted. I was that sister and they could smell me coming. this is olympia wa. everyone has money, and clothes and cars. what did they do for her? you know damn well what they did for me...treated me like a wild animal..any dog would have been welcomed, talk about sinning against the spirit- they are worse than an unbeliever. even the single sisters offered nothing to help. i slept and ate and got clothes and medications from the coalition of christian churches here, if not for them and the homosexuals that ran the mental health clubhouse, i would have died. how many times i sat there listening to them talk about tender affections. I literally was hurt at my heart i felt stabbed in the back and quit going,,,which is a good thing, but my mind was running in circles, but i always remembered that i partook in 87 and that

s when they started to do me, on that very night. i know you don't believe in it, but the bible talks about it, the apostles were also baked and near death, read it for yourselves again, and ask yourself, could this be because the 144,000 really are upon the earth? I know i am and i know one who is still in, and he said to me, the weeds and the wheat grow together until the harvest and then ezekiel brings it home. are you now a partaker, and if so, have you been kissed on the cheek and betrayed by an intimate aquaintance? or any of the many things that Jesus suffered ? who are you and do you reject the fact that Half truths were told ? I do not lie when i tell you this, i am one of them, and i knew what they were doing. i admonished them with my last words before they disfellowshipped me...if you want to know me, see my blog...http://144lawbride.blogspot.com/ really does not matter since my job has to do with dealing with satan and his demons, not humans. they all were used against me, and forgiveness is up to Jesus...i will not change my pleas for them regardless of what they have done, forgive them lord, they know not what they do. but when he delivers them to gehenna, the second death, my eye will not feel sorry, and we have been in the trib since 2000...i know this, but you did not know it. no one did.i am the last so that makes me first..see now where i am compared to where i was.dec 26 20017 i died. left the hospital for my new life and home jan 29 2018...and i am still fucked up....but i am beginning to have a different life, one that is promised to all who call on him.do you still believe? you should and if not, enjoy what you have !I have a job and it will come to pass. satan my foe is coming for me, yes me...how can the whole world be wrong and only one person be right? it is the way it is....