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even an eagle can take a look in the mirror, that's how it began, then one day i was looking into my own eyes, when all of a sudden i was transported to a place of all light and no darkness and there stood Our God, no face. he was gesturing for me to come up. it was a throne round with pillars and a bench seat on the right and on the bench sat a man, looked just like dad, so small though like a very young child, on the left side the throne is solid. when God puts me in the room there, i am hidden from all things except for the guy on the bench. i remember as a young child, i saw a giant rock in the sky, and i was attached to it with an unbreakable thread as slender as a spiders web. i never understood why, until i read that god is a rock, and when i went to my human dads funeral, my name was not mentioned as the speaker said he was outlived by his children, all my siblings and then he called me tiny. Our God has taught me many things and as i type this for you to read, i know you will believe me when i say, i have no human father. and the woman who carried me, i was not screened off, so i caught sin. my real mother is mary, this is in Genesis, it explains it all. Jesus is invisible right now but make no mistake, he is speaking for me, he does everything for me, and he is brining around what he said he would. i am made of his flesh and blood and bone, a rib taken out while he slept in death, it had to be so, for it is not good for the man to continue alone. I am a vessel with a purpose...and i will be eternally Grateful for being saved from the death sentence imposed upon me because God's son adam loved me more than our God. i have new flesh, made from the only man who needs Loved and touched more than anyone can ever know. God is not a male or female, but the last adam is God as a man...and i had a date with the devil, that is not finished yet. I have been writing historical documents, with every word i speak...you can hear me even though i am quite dead, For God knew i was deceived and he knew it was gonna happen and that tree was about an angels thoughts against me, Jehovah Gods daughter. He believed that i was more beautiful than he, so OUR God prepared everything before even the light came into being, and i saw that light born, i am a literal bride, satan attacks me as often as he can, but now, i can see him. its a little more difficult to scare someone when God is in you. this will go on my blog. i am only able now to tell it and not be rejected because i am the one named IJAH.....pronounce i yaw. i and God are one...i tried to draw what i saw, i cannot because here on the earth, there must be dark lines for the human eye to see, but the spirit is full of color and clouds, smoke and beauty untold...i was afraid at one point that if i looked up at the sky in the night, that i would fall, so the stars rearranged themselves, and came closer to me. everyday, the devil hits me, pushes me, and tries to use everyone to hurt me. he cannot kill me, because Jesus already raised me up...i remember it well, i knew what was going on, but i did not fully understand until now. i forgive all humans because they were used by satan and his buddies. i carried many demons, until one day, i reached the limit for i am a creation, and my job is to deal with them and set people free. i was not allowed to be touched loved or cared for here on the earth. if anyone ever helped me, it was because they loved Jesus... and now that you have heard this from me, always remember,You are Loved. My daughter you are...and always will be.pray about it and you will have to know, i would never lie to you about such a thing. my imperfection is a grand , Facade... a superficial appearance or illusion of something: dead women can talk, and hurt. many sorrows, and dying awake in death...i feel it all, but very soon when we are caught up in the air, we will be changed, and i am made of light, and it feels so good. peace be with you, sweetheart...