letter i sent to ask a dr...

last year, i was homeless. I use an oversized old wheelchair. i used the Intercity transit bus in Olympia wa. The driver strapped down my wheelchair, but neglected to ask if i wanted a seat belt{ it is mandatory to ask even on the regular bus here} some driver in front of the bus, caused the driver to stomp on the brakes{I think we were doing 30 mph but not sure...all i knew was that in an instant...i was airborne..somehow i slammed into the right wheelwell, and wound up near the change machine, flat on my back and my dress flew up...i was not wearing a diaper like i normally do, so i was nude, no one even tried to pull my skirt down, not the driver nor any passenger...this incident was captured on audio and video. They have been using it, as a training video...how embarrassing, but that's not all,april the 28 2017...i was on the dial a lift in a new chair, there was an elderly lady behind me in a wheelchair strapped to the floor.  I had a housemate named Big Eddie, with me...I was talking to him and not paying attention to the driver.We proceeded to take off, and while we w2er talking, all of a sudden ,I flew over backwards, my body landed on the frail lady in a wheelchair behind me, i started to panic because i had the seatbelt and the shoulder belt on because i did not want to get hurt, because of last year ! The driver seemed to be nowhere"I think he was on the phone, I asked eddie{I think to help me{I had trouble breathing and was scared, Big eddie pulled me back up to a sitting position and thats when i discovered that the front end of the wheelchair was not strapped down AT ALL...I started crying and screaming OH NO I cannot go to the hospital, they will hurt me and wont take care of me, only my personal dr can medicate me, no do not take me to the hospital neither one, not the st petes and not the capital....they both tried to kill me..but the emt I think mhis name was friekas or something, he calmed me down, i told him about the fact that i was framed for a crime by the mental health guy named MICHAEL at st petes, and that they tried to kill me by refusing to admit me or help me when i left against the drs wishes, with no meds, and no Oxygen...for four days i was suffocating and when i finally made it to sea mar clinic, i was near death, and i knew it...my satscores alarmed the dr, she called 911, I said"why did you call 911, I told you i have tried for three days at both hospitals to get readmitted{ I had been living for 4 months in st petes due to the fact that i was brutalized at the robin's nest{ an adult family home} that i lived in after i left Jeanette valencia's afh the trinity house in tumwater wa.{ I told the dr, if he sent me back to that home i was gonna KIll the owner, because he was harassing  me for many months and i was being sexually molested by their employee, a fillipino named Alex, so i spent my time away from their house but i could not take it anymore and no one believed me....i had to be admitted to a regular room on the fifth floor, but i accidently recorded an argument with a dr and nurse about the food, and they heard it, i told them i would erase it but because i had a restraining order against me years earlier{i used the alford plea to the charge of battery on one dr and 4 nurses{i had to because i would never have gotten out of western state if i did not plead guilty to the charge, because they conveniantly lost the camera footage, my husband plead guilty because they say he beat up 14 people...and they said i had amphetamines in me...}...They did not try  very hard to stop me from leaving and I was on morphine and clonopin and many other drugs including being an insulin diabetic, unable to breath without Oxygen i weighed near 400 lbs and my lungs are damaged due to Pnumonia from a suicide attempt  , anyway it is very complicated but if i recorded the story, it would help me to tell it...I want to sue the bus for negligence those videos exist...i have nothing to hide! st petes tried to kill me, but when i told the dr, they wont take me back in, she said and I quote: OH YESS THEY WILL...THAT'S UNETHICAL...and they did readmit me because another dr who is my friend, for four months i was there, his name i think was also michael, he knew i was himeless, and he knew i was in need and he and the nurse terry were worried about me because they knew i could die...he was in the er this time, he is an ARNP, but works now in the ER, but this was about 2 years ago, i want people to know i was innocent but only my criminal husband saw the dr HIT ME IN THE HEAD and then they lost the footage of the camera on the wall and they FRAMED ME,,thats why i was terrified, but Mr Valencia told me go to the er, so i had to go...and eddie was with me, they did a cat scan and said i was clear to leave...i was in pain but when he asked me on a scale what is your pain...i lied i said it was a seven....i just wanted to get out of there, because they will not do anything for me and they would say so in front of eddie and he had to stay with me because i was gonna go to the food bank with him, but instead, he had to saty with me, or else he would get lost. I wondered at the fact that they said the lady behind me was ok, i weigh 340 lbs, how did she not get hurt? they did not call her cargiver{ she may be injured badly due to the fact that i have an IV pole on my chair, the emt frietas yeah frietas kept me calm and was so nice, i was so grateful for his help...i was screaming in the cat scan room, but did not tell dr Penner because i KNOW FULL WELL THAT HE WOULD NOT EVEN GIVE ME A TYLENOL, AND FAITH{etvcarehomes arnp who comes to the house does not do emergency medical help, i called her and left a message crying} I have to pretend that i am ok, or else the etv will send me to the er....and i would rather die than  go there ever again.....i killed myself dec 26 2016 i was homeless in my wheelchair and i could not get in the shelter, i ws gonna freeze to death, so i od'd on my perscription pain meds, I was doa, and when i came to, my left leg and right arm were in agonizing pain, i now have foot drop...but no longer require oxygen, that was a miricle, but i stayed for a month, KNOWING THAT NO ADULT FAMILY HOME NOR NURSING HOME WILL TAKE ME IN DUE THE THE FACT THAT I AM A CONVICTED VIOLENT FELON...AND I AM INNOCENT OF ALL THE LIES WRITTEN ABOUT ME FROM A STRING OF GROUP HOMES AND MY OWN MOTHER VICIOUSLY BEAT ME TOO...MR valecia, and his wife jeanette believe me because they saved me, because i lived in her house before and left on good terms because i wanted to go to town and dial a lift was not available then nor now, when jeantte heard of my plight she came to the capital hospital and she was holding my hand when i woke up from a nap, and she said tina, i am going to give you a home, and a life. so here i am telling you these things and i am near crying again..someone needs to do something about the bus, because i want money to clear my name otherwise, i can never get good medical treatemt, I am in agony screaming inside my head" Please god, let me die but i am not allowed to think that so now I want to live for Jeanette my friend, who owns 5 group homes and eddie her husband has two, and it is worth over a million dollars, and i do have a home, but i have a miserable life because they cannot help me get better treatment, no one can....they do try though so i smile and try not to scream or cry....and my files from st petes will confirm all i say irrefutably. thank you