Thursday, October 15, 2015

The First

Akiane-" the first"-   This is my explanation, and take it from me, the bride knows her own face, its me and Jesus,  as Adam and eve...we are much older now and we like being that way. Whats that, Jesus has a bride named IJAH and it is me....you see, God as a woman with sin. Its been a tough road, Jehovah as a helpless young human, you will have to know, I sit at The feet of my husband, as one of the 144LAW This bride spoke the beginning of the end... the tribulation has begun... because God told me to announce it, and i did as i was told...I always do.

Tuesday, September 22, 2015

daily records 9-22-15 regarding mistreatment and neglect involving the ariege adult family home..


I, Tina porter, am myself writing and video recording the abuse i am suffering at the hands of Sira Darboe and Bacary Darboe the owners and Luda the new caregiver of Ariege adult family home... see following video...

Thursday, September 3, 2015

canticles 8:6

 canticles 8:6] Put me as a seal upon thy heart, as a seal upon thy arm, for love is strong as death, jealousy as hard as hell, the lamps thereof are fire and flames.                      Song of Solomon 8:6  Place me as a seal upon your heart,
As a seal upon your arm,
For love is as strong as death is,+
And exclusive devotion is as unyielding as the Grave.*
Its flames are a blazing fire, the flame of Jah.*                                                                                      8:6" Place me like a seal over your heart,
    like a seal on your arm;
for love is as strong as death,
    its jealousy[a] unyielding as the grave.
It burns like blazing fire,
    like a mighty flame.[b] " sos 8:6...NIV                                                                                       sos 8:6"Set me as a seal upon thine heart, as a seal upon thine arm: for love is strong as death; jealousy is cruel as the grave: the coals thereof are coals of fire, which hath a most vehement flame." KJV    Vehement...           
adjective
1.
zealous; ardent; impassioned:
a vehement defense; vehement enthusiasm.
2.
characterized by rancor or anger; violent:
vehement hostility.
3.
strongly emotional; intense or passionate:
vehement desire.
4.
marked by great energy or exertion; strenuous:
vehement clapping.

Monday, August 24, 2015

why jws don't open their eyes August 23, 15

Noone in their right mind wants to displease the God they have come to love more than their own lives. Satan uses this tactic to cause people to fear leaving a religion that has enveloped their entire lives. Some stay for the prestige and honor they feel being in charge of other peoples lives. So much so- that to displease the elders can wind up you losing every shred of what we knew as a normal life, friends family and God Himself. the fear of god is the reason.. to join, and holds you captive. the only way to leave is to educate yourself about your own religion as seen through the eyes of the world, and to do so, is more frightening than impending death. The key to unlock the doors of your mind is the word, religion- religion is a snare and a trap. If any Jehovah's witness remembers that fact, and the religious status that the WTBTS IS then you can step back and look and see that they have lied to you.I never even once considered anything they taught me as being untrue. I trusted them blindly, and only when I began to see before they shunned me, God gave me the heads up, because i was serving god in a way, that did not rely on JWS...I now understand that i never really believed everything they taught, i believed only the bible, the truth{JESUS} set me free.

Sunday, April 19, 2015

419-15

i am an accapella singer and song writer i sing my melodies but i do not write music i do not know how and my instrument{ my voice}cannot be duplicated and my songs are free this is old from karaoke days, these days i sing creed freddie mercury, barbra streisand was teaching me to sing and i started performing at 4 years old i sang at my moms second wedding my sister, she cannot carry a tune and she is not as beautiful as me and the reason she was so extremely jealous of me, that is why she hated me she could have been nice to me, and i could have taught her, but some people you just cannot get to i could never reach her and my mother dumped me again, well she told me not to contact my son and lied to me, that she was done with him and was not gonna see him anymore, so i called and he was rude, and slammed the phone down, then when i called her again she knew because she lied. i needed to know, you cannot force someone to love you, you cannot buy it either, they have no affection for me or each other, but i have you, my exdub friends, whom i love respect and knowing how fragile we all are at first i was too, loads of crying, but i am set free, they are not hurting me anymore, god fixed the home here too, and now, i am singing and sitting up straight and starting to do art again, because of Gods great love and compassion for me, a tiny creature who was so frightened and ignorant, his daughter, so fragile and yet so powerful. thank you all, i will sing again. third day

4-19-15

On learning to sing again... Oh thanks friends. Soon i will sing for you in a place that will enhance my natural gift from God as i hone my instrument to its former glory. learning to breathe with my limited oxygen in the upper lobes, and i have you to thank for it! You have given me a reason to live again. Real friendship, companionship, on a scale that is so touching. I know only that i was told, the reason i live on through all the darkness in my life for one reason, to tell the great works of God, and this is just one of His many achievements since the founding of his merciful first of long ago. Hallelujah...


Tuesday, April 14, 2015

facebook death penalty

CASTRATE MEDICATE COUNSEL PROBATION indefinitely,MURDERED CHILDREN=TORTURE BY ALLOWING INMATES TO PUNISH HIM FOREVER TILL DEATH=THEY WOULD KILL EACH OTHER IF YOU LET THEM SO LET THEM. THE DEATH PENALTY IS A QUICK PAINLESS DEATH, THATS NOT WHAT YOU WANT, BELIEVE IT OR NOT PRISON IS A FORM OF TORTURE.i KNOW 5 YEARS OF ISOLATION, FOR AN INNOCENT WOMAN LIKE ME BUT I THANK GOD FOR PRESERVING ME ALIVE BY ALLOWING IT-MY HUSBAND WAS TRYING TO KILL ME THE INCARCERATION SAVED ME AND GOD HIMSELF JUST TOLD ME THAT WHEN I TYPED IT FOR YOU HERE. wow i had no idea...

Monday, April 13, 2015

Sunday, April 12, 2015

youyubr

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3zuVmyy-OY&feature=share

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  • Tina Hemingway they know damn well it was a cross, it was in the watchtower! What is he thinking??? it came out in the watchtower that the sign above the head of christ that said the king of the jews, made the stake appear as a cross...and the people i have seen using the symbol as your wife said. But unless you came out of a church and became a witness, you may still have the PLD LIGHT VIEW, because they did come out admitting ...look from a distance in the dark with the moon behind his head, what he hell would you see?????????? A CROSS with parts of a mans body, showing knees head, but a cross none the less, someone kissed his dead feet at the base of the stake. ok that bears no witness as to the cross but it just entered my mind, because i know i would have and indeed someone did. probably his mother, or the magdalene, but i dont teach that, i hppen to believe it, am i now an apostste. they sit around making up stories about armageddon and all the dead bodies they will see, what the bble teaches that the animals of the earth will eat the carnage, who are these liars that wreck havoc in ordinary lives??? The wtbts thats who. and some members stay silent, because of fear of leaving. religion is bad, all of them, i am following the way, the truth is in me, i am not in the truth{i live in jesus???} they only way to Jehvah is through His son so Jahs way jahweh yehweh the son of gods name.. wake up sleep virgins, your lamps left lit from crying all night, but the true virgins refused to share their oil.. the pwoer of light is not extended to all, that they might hear understand and repent and be saved. Jesus saves them, not you door knockers


Friday, April 10, 2015

facebook 4-10-5

 Someone told me their father loved Jesus and went walking and talking to him everywhere{I do this too}and when he died before it happened he acted like he was just going down to the store with him, as simple as that, no fear but ready to go with him unafraid everywhere. It works...talk to the wonderful counselor, He is more than a man, he is Jehovah in the flesh, and he gives us life, anyone he chooses.

Sunday, March 29, 2015

3 26 15

I lost over 100 lbs on atkins. yes it does deliver quick and easy, you don't even have to exersize, it is a scientific miracle worker, yes three times i did that, why? because a person cannot live forever without cheating on atkins and as we all know, that destroys your diet instantly. it takes three days to restart. my sister died about 4 months ago, she had for once tried atkins, but she couldn't hold it together, sugar was her frenemy, and it took her life.I am now an insulin dependant diabetic.atkins is the diet drs give you when you get bariatric surgery. they know atkins works, but ultimately, it fails due to the fact that it is unnatural to not eat fruit. but if you factor in your fruit, you can keep on atkins once you hit your target rate you must go above 30 carbs for fruits sake stay healthy on 60 carbs a day.some people can eat 60 carbs a meal, i was on 45 carbs a meal in hospital, but for weight loss 20 carbs a day. I am 400 lbs, i got this way, because i did not care about myself, i wanted to die...and in this group home i have no control at all over my diet. and if i would stop going to the food bank, i would lose weight because for me at this weight it takes of calories to stay this weight. my problem is i have a mental problem. I am a food hoarder, and i think we know why, we i mean me. I do not feel comfortable, unless i have access to food at all times, and then i eat it almost all as fast as possible. it needs to stop, or i will die.

Tuesday, March 24, 2015

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https://www.facebook.com/Quincy/photos/a.10150424643932806.424178.395217202805/10152501952857806/?type=1  y especially cats, they are deep, when i was so sad i could not speak my cat started following me wherever i went outside walking down the street there she was as i wandered into a stupor and wound up in the trees in the back yard of my second house, i had three in a row. I had been drugged into unconscienceness and raped and my lover threw me out i wandered all night long until i was hanging onto a tree still crying and stupified, praying to Jah please save me, i don't know what happened but i do know i was supposed to die, and when i didn't the villians took me in, my own husband was one of them, yes my current husband mr porter. my maiden name is hemingway.I changed my profile, it now contains my address and mobile, and my name. I fear him no more.Baby misty watched over me the whole time.she is gone but not forgotten.

Sunday, March 8, 2015

fb 3-8-15

way i hate those priests who molest and nuns who hiss and spit at small children.my dad was hurting me emotionaly and phsyicaly. my mom did them all. my dad was not around thats why he did the least, then theres my gandma sue, hurt me every day.in every way. then there was grandma kathy, moms mom, oh man shes was a piece of work, but i loved her alot.my brother terry introduced me to cigarettes, and sex,and abused me he made me scared of the dark, and he made me scared of lights in the dark and he was powerful, you cannot say no to terry, no one ever did.and I like to hide in the dark places and watch out for the ones who want to hurt me- I litterally did this, dont get tina high she'll wind up under the waterbed. I knew someone was watching me, at home alone in my own room so i went under the bed and did not sleep or move until dave got home, then i crawled into bed and next thing i know i wake up raped, real roughly... i am not paranoid, its just satan the devil, he thinks i am married to him, ahahahaha i am serious, you can ask me but its best if i put it into a video.

Monday, February 2, 2015

how to fight

Sun Tzu said in "The Art of War":
"Warfare is the Way of deception. Thus although you are capable, display incapability to them. When committed to employing your forces, feign inactivity. When your objective is near, make it appear as if distant; when far away, create the illusion of being nearby."
If you have lots of money, display being broke. I am doing not too bad, yet my ex believes that I am broke. I drive a beat up car, wear Wal Mart Clothes, and have made her believe I'm a barely employed, complete loser with no goals, ambition, money, nor future.
I have lied to her, saying I am on Section 8, scamming them into believing that my mother, ex-girlfriend, her two kids, are all still living with me, and that if I wasn't perpetuating this lie, I would be in the street. I told her my employment is spotty, and that I exploit the lack of employment. I told her I am driving without car insurance because I can't afford it. I told her I have no access to health insurance. I told her I haven't been looking at family law and that I don't have money for a lawyer. Today, I told her my bank account is overdrawn and next week, she will hear I have been demoted at work. Right now, she views me as an underemployed loser with no goals. Nothing could be farther from the truth.
All these are lies. I am ready to POUNCE! I have everything in place, ready to go, waiting to save up another $2000 to pay the retainer. I will be sitting for the exam to get my license as a land surveyor hopefully this Fall, if not, next Spring. My income is high, and will get higher. My employer is very happy with me. My goal is to get my license and either buy the company I work for now or strike out on my own. Either way, my income will increase by 5 times. In addition, I will be buying rental properties. I can throw money at lawyers forever.
She has the complete wrong idea about me. Why is this an advantage? When I file a motion to change custody due to my son missing 8 days of school this year, 9 days last year, 15 days the year before, and 35 days in Kindergarten (her lawyer stipulated to a change in custody if excessive absences became an issue again), she will respond with bat shit crazy allegations of fraud, perhaps even contacting those departments and filing complaints.
I will be able to easily prove her allegations are false, and since she has a history of false allegations, this will reinforce that's she's completely nuts. When asked why she would make such allegations, the answer will be "I have no idea. I'm not a psychologist." Since none of this deception is in writing, she cannot prove in court she was lied to. As the stress of being unable to prove what she believes to true continues, she will begin to act more and more nuts, giving the judge quite a show.
This will be a complete shock and surprise to her. She will be caught off guard, and most importantly, unrecoverable. Once the attack is made on "Fatal Terrain" (a situation where your opponent is a sitting duck, at a complete disadvantage to you), victory is inevitable.
If you're broke, and can't get it together, take actions that make your ex think you have a secret stash of money at a bank somewhere, which you made selling drugs, being a prostitute, or by some other easily disprovable means. Tell them the reason you're not working is because you have money in the bank, Anything that gets them to make outlandish accusations against you and end up looking crazy is what you're after.
Is it dirty? Yep. Is it unfair? Oh yeah. Is it mean? Certainly. Is it what the other party deserves? Of course. They would do no less with this knowledge. Probably worse. Do you want to win? If so, fight dirty.

Sunday, February 1, 2015

2-1-15

No woman, it was all my fault. I should never have left you alone.When she heard what he had said, she knew he was right and she began to comfort him, because the only reason she had been alone, was because he was talking to the lord elsewhere, he wanted to know what he should call her, right then the lord told him Son she needs you, right now, hurry... and as he ran he started to cry, what could possibly be meant by the words spoken by the lord, and there standing before him, was the beginning of his down fall....in agony he saw, disbelief and yet it was real, no, no, i cannot lose her, and he made a decision that really was not his to make, he knew he could go before the lord and turn her in, but he could not lose her, and so he joined her, and became angry and bitter, the emotions were overwhelming, how could he hide what they had done... the only thing he could think of was to blame it on her, he knew she had been decieved...and while his head swirled in that cave, she cried so bitterly, not understanding what was going on, she needed him to tell her what to do, she was only born yesterday, why she even said stuff to the serpent that was not true, she said oh we cannot even touch it, on pain of death, but when he said she would be like the lord, her ears perked up, whats that? i will be like the lord[she was in love with the lord, that's why she ate. If she could be like him she wanted it its why she ate >>>>>>>>>>>>she loved god more than her husband<<<<<<<<<<< that is the correct thing to do,,, and the downfall of man was that he loved her more than he loved god. The love of god, left a helpless little woman child, perfect in everyway, she did not sin, but adam did, and now you know, women are perfect, but this imperfect world is ruled by sinful man.The truth may hurt but it explains alot, and their children all inherited sin, so god put eve to death, because she was made of Adam, she could not mingle with her children eww...so a new Adam the last Adam, and a new woman, the woman made by Jahs hand, not through the Christ, but instead a rib made from when he slept in death removed and planted in a surrugate, she got tainted with sin, and was born with the exact countenance of eve, the devil saw this woman, and that woman is me. I have made the devil and his consorts to be under the control of Jah himself, this is a true story, i heard about from God, you see i have the mind of the Christ, which means i know what happened in the garden of Eden,{ the garden of many pleasures }as opposed to the man of many sorrows{ our Lord}, and his wife who is dependent on him because even though she has sin, she is still perfect, for she has perfect self control, and nothing is more sexy than a man who can control himself, that's the key really>>> through it comes< love joy peace long-suffering kindness goodness faith and mildness, yes self control and the truth equals get out of the lake of fire free, well, most important is to partake, and I have and I do, and I am real, and if I was making this up, why do they demons fear me now?????? I tell you, you never know when Jah's daughter gets filled with righteous rage, consumed by the lake of fire that Jah is, I have eyes that turn red like Jesus, yeah you thought that was demonic?, uh no, those are the flames of Jah- go ahead read Ezekiel and tell me i lie, Ezekiel 1 and 2 and 3 25 There was a voice above the expanse over their heads. (When they stood still, they would let their wings down.) 1:26 Above the expanse that was over their heads was what looked like a sapphire stone,+ and it resembled a throne.+ Sitting on the throne up above was someone whose appearance resembled that of a human.+27 I saw something glowing like electrum+ that was like a fire radiating from what appeared to be his waist and upward; and from his waist down, I saw something that resembled fire.+ There was a brilliance all around him 28 like that of a rainbow+ in a cloud on a rainy day. That was how the surrounding brilliant light appeared. It was like the appearance of the glory of Jehovah.+ When I saw it, I fell face down and began to hear the voice of someone speaking. and the rest is history read more to find out about the eyes, the flames of jah are gentle and kind to those he loves, why you can bask with him in it all day and night , but if you are evil, it will consume you before you even see it.
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feb 1 15

 Actually the first caveman, went to hide in the cave wearing his animal skin suit because he was mad at his woman for destroying their home, His name was Adam, and he clearly blamed it on her, i wonder how long it took him before he made up with her!?!---, Oh I know, it was when she came by the cave and blamed herself too, so she took off her animal skin and sat down nude to cry, it was not her tears that made him invite her into the cave, but it was the sight of her perfect breasts heaving up and down in bitter despair, that made him bring her in, get to know her again, let her blame herself and he finally took her into his arms and said the first true thing to a woman that man has ever said... what do you think those words were??
"no, no sweetheart it was all my fault", and afterwards they made love. Actually the first caveman, went to hide in the cave wearing his animal skin suit because he was mad at his woman for destroying their home, His name was Adam, and he clearly blamed it on her, i wonder how long it took him before he made up with her!?!---, Oh I know, it was when she came by the cave and blamed herself too, so she took off her animal skin and sat down nude to cry, it was not her tears that made him invite her into the cave, but it was the sight of her perfect breasts heaving up and down in bitter despair, that made him bring her in, get to know her again, let her blame herself and he finally took her into his arms and said the first true thing to a woman that man has ever said... what do you think those words were??             No woman, it was all my fault. I should never have left you alone.When she heard what he had said, she knew he was right and she began to comfort him, because the only reason she had been alone, was because he was talking to the lord elsewhere, he wanted to know what he should call her, right then the lord told him Son she needs you, right now, hurry... and as he ran he started to cry, what could possibly be meant by the words spoken by the lord, and there standing before him, was the beginning of his down fall....in agony he saw, disbelief and yet it was real, no, no, i cannot lose her, and he made a decision that really was not his to make, he knew he could go before the lord and turn her in, but he could not lose her, and so he joined her, and became angry and bitter, the emotions were overwhelming, how could he hide what they had done... the only thing he could think of was to blame it on her, he knew she had been decieved...and while his head swirled in that cave, she cried so bitterly, not understanding what was going on, she needed him to tell her what to do, she was only born yesterday, why she even said stuff to the serpent that was not true, she said oh we cannot even touch it, on pain of death, but when he said she would be like the lord, her ears perked up, whats that? i will be like the lord[she was in love with the lord, that's why she ate. If she could be like him she wanted it its why she ate >>>>>>>>>>>>she loved god more than her husband<<<<<<<<<<< that is the correct thing to do,,, and the downfall of man was that he loved her more than he loved god. The love of god, left a helpless little woman child, perfect in everyway, she did not sin, but adam did, and now you know, women are perfect, but this imperfect world is ruled by sinful man.The truth may hurt but it explains alot, and their children all inherited sin, so god put eve to death, because she was made of Adam, she could not mingle with her children eww...so a new Adam the last Adam, and a new woman, the woman made by Jahs hand, not through the Christ, but instead a rib made from when he slept in death removed and planted in a surrugate, she got tainted with sin, and was born with the exact countenance of eve, the devil saw this woman, and that woman is me. I have made the devil and his consorts to be under the control of Jah himself, this is a true story, i heard about from God, you see i have the mind of the Christ, which means i know what happened in the garden of Eden,{ the garden of many pleasures }as opposed to the man of many sorrows{ our Lord}, and his wife who is dependent on him because even though she has sin, she is still perfect, for she has perfect self control, and nothing is more sexy than a man who can control himself, that's the key really>>> through it comes< love joy peace long-suffering kindness goodness faith and mildness, yes self control and the truth equals get out of the lake of fire free, well, most important is to partake, and I have and I do, and I am real, and if I was making this up, why do they demons fear me now?????? I tell you, you never know when Jah's daughter gets filled with righteous rage, consumed by the lake of fire that Jah is, I have eyes that turn red like Jesus, yeah you thought that was demonic?, uh no, those are the flames of Jah- go ahead read Ezekiel and tell me i lie, Ezekiel 1 and 2 and 3 25 There was a voice above the expanse over their heads. (When they stood still, they would let their wings down.) 1:26 Above the expanse that was over their heads was what looked like a sapphire stone,+ and it resembled a throne.+ Sitting on the throne up above was someone whose appearance resembled that of a human.+27 I saw something glowing like electrum+ that was like a fire radiating from what appeared to be his waist and upward; and from his waist down, I saw something that resembled fire.+ There was a brilliance all around him 28 like that of a rainbow+ in a cloud on a rainy day. That was how the surrounding brilliant light appeared. It was like the appearance of the glory of Jehovah.+ When I saw it, I fell face down and began to hear the voice of someone speaking. and the rest is history read more to find out about the eyes, the flames of jah are gentle and kind to those he loves, why you can bask with him in it all day and night , but if you are evil, it will consume you before you even see it.
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Monday, January 26, 2015

1-26-2015 bariatric surgery online seminar


Center For Bariatric Sugery

Online Bariatric Seminar Quiz
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Name
Tina Porter
 Date of Birth
10-29-1961
Phone number
360-250-2966

 Address
17615 66 pl w
Insurance
medicare/medicaid
Name of your Primary Care Provider/General Doctor
Robert G. Haining
 Primary Care Phone Number
206-365-4222
What are the benefits of weight loss surgery?
Weight loss.
Improved quality of life
Possible resolution of other medical problems such as diabetes, high cholesterol, arthritis, depression, sleep apnea, reflux, asthma, etc.
Decreased blood pressure.
What types of weight loss surgery are offered at University of Washington Medical Center?
Laparoscopic gastric banding.
Open gastric bypass.
Sleeve Gastrectomy
Laparoscopic gastric bypass.
  What are the Risks of Gastric Bypass Surgery?
.5%-1% Death Rate
1%-5% Reoperations
1%-3% Leak from Bowel
5% Bowel Obstruction
What are the Expectations after Gastric Bypass Surgery?
3-4 hour operation
Exercise: Up and moving early after surgery
Follow-up visits: 2 and 6 weeks after surgery and Every three months for first year then every year after that
Diet: 2 weeks of liquid/pureed only
Why would I need to see a Dietitian before surgery?
Plan diet changes for short- and long-term after surgery.
Start a weight loss diet before surgery.
Learn good dietary choices.
Discuss balanced menus.
What is the role of the Bariatric Social Worker?
Discuss the impact of surgery on different aspects of life
Clarify post operative care plan and identify support system throughout bariatric surgery process
Idenitify mental health services if needed
Succssful Weighloss after Bariatric Surgery is acheived by?
Taking Vitamin Supplements
Following up with your Bariatric Surgeon
Exercise
Proper Diet
Questions?
If I must use oxygen, will that cause me to be unacceptable for surgery?