my husband David Porter

my current husband David Monte Porter. He always looks kinda ruff. I took him from a homeless bum in jail time after time for driving without a license i created a buisness for him that bore his name and on our very first job we stole our ex-employers contract. well we painted the houses in the same streets for our ex-employer, and we made 30.000 dollars a month just him and me and an occaisional helper, too bad he cheated on me with a known whore, in my own house while i worked at night. It came to me on my birthday that  he did this -before he admitted it- i knew, i wanted to karaoke at a bar for my birthday, and as i sang for the first time for him, he was looking at and talking to her -instead of listening to me. My stage name is T and i sing like a professional, i usually do accapella-{NO MUSIC} i knew right then and there, i said i wanted a divorce he said"If I cannot have you no one will" i am still married but it seems he is a drifter, and i saw him doing photography under an assumed name in san diego california. maybe i will be a widow soon, this year marks our 14th year and i have not seen or heard from him in 4 years and with any luck i will be a widow soon, then i can get an apartment cause his ssi, will give me the option to do so. my ssi is a ridiculous 779 dollars of which i keep 62.79 a month. argh....

 yeah i have been collecting each tidbit i write onto an online blog/diary. My life is like 100 different lives. the owner caregiver called me a liar yesterday. Shedoes not blieve satn worhippers exist. nor does she believ me when i say i was tortured. nor does she beleive me wheni tell her i grew up mostly without any parents. she does not believe me when i told her my husband tried to kill me and that he is kkk. she is a mulim like my 1st husband. her and her husbamd act like they are perfect and any complaining i do, lands on deaf ears and i get accused of being mean to her or that it is enough now shut the f up. I do not like that religion at all. in fact i hate it with great passion beyond what i feel for twtbts. i cannot say it enough, they are all terrorists, the religion makes them Narcissistic. the fact that english is their second language makes it worse. they do not understand me so they take quick offense at any complaints and most adult family homes{stupid name for business run by people forced to be cared for by ignorant jerks from another culture} are run by non whites.I am not racist just remember i married a muslim second language Iranian{they call themselves persians}and have 3 children who do not speak to me, because the terrorist beat me so often that i left and my own sister and mom injuered my daughters so i sent them back to him, and i lost all 3 to their beleifs that i am a criminal, and a drug addict. they speak only english.