I was being horribly abused sexually mentally and physically and they said unless i had a witness they could do nothing. Just like the damn DUBs figures, I should read up on candace conti and find out how she proved the case.I went to the er and stayed in the hospital 7 months. i have only been here for 4 months and already i see it the abuse looming.I am regressing to childlike behavior and am afraid to speak to them. I am doing what i have to, i have the paperwork that i signed to be a resident here and it says that we get breakfast lunch and dinner, and beverages{Water} and 2 snacks a day, they are making the snacks an issue. I feel their prejudice against fat people. they insist i am fat because i am lazy, dude i have 2 wheelchairs and the electric one is too big for me. i cannot walk very far or stand long enough to wash my hands. my chairs do not fit in the bathroom, I need back surgery and my surgeon told me walking is not my friend.and i have MULTIPLE shclerosis{ my sister just died of all the things i have} These people are insisting that i use the bathroom instead of my dr. prescribed bedside commode. and every day it gets worse. and they are trying to stop me from having food in my room that i get from the food bank.and they will make up shit about me that's not true and cause me to have even more problems finding a different home, but baby i now for a fact, they are all the same, you know why? I will tell you, fat discrimination and communication problems because they speak english but they really do not uderstand english and speak different languages as their birth launguage. I was married to a muslim, and iranian that speaks farsi. i read parts of the khoran. it encoures men to treat women as nearly worthless beatable slaves.and they hate any one who is non muslim that is why they are terrorists, fucking all of them. and they always say shit like " you just hurt my feelings saying stuff like that about our peaceful religion" they do not mean that at all, what they really mean is you are an infidel worthy of death praise allah.This is why I will stick to MY God, because he can and does help me, and Jesus does talk to me. he helps me deal with it, and he hates it when i get suidcidal and i am already there, and i know how i would do it, but because of my great love for Jesus I refuse to go here -so i have decided to take a sabbtical and go to the mental ward for a little while.As the bride of the christ i am able to withstand any onslaught because this is the oly thing satan is accusing me of right now, that i will try to kill myself again.God can and does force people to be nice to me when he knows i have had enough. and i am there.Thanks for asking keep your chin up. death is a release and i am waiting for it, like it's new years eve. Luv you.