The First

Akiane-" the first"-   This is my explanation, and take it from me, the bride knows her own face, its me and Jesus,  as Adam and eve...we are much older now and we like being that way. Whats that, Jesus has a bride named IJAH and it is me....you see, God as a woman with sin. Its been a tough road, Jehovah as a helpless young human, you will have to know, I sit at The feet of my husband, as one of the 144LAW This bride spoke the beginning of the end... the tribulation has begun... because God told me to announce it, and i did as i was told...I always do.

daily records 9-22-15 regarding mistreatment and neglect involving the ariege adult family home..

I, Tina porter, am myself writing and video recording the abuse i am suffering at the hands of Sira Darboe and Bacary Darboe the owners and Luda the new caregiver of Ariege adult family home... see following video...

canticles 8:6

 canticles 8:6] Put me as a seal upon thy heart, as a seal upon thy arm, for love is strong as death, jealousy as hard as hell, the lamps thereof are fire and flames.                      Song of Solomon 8:6  6 Place me as a seal upon your heart,

As a seal upon your arm,

For love is as strong as death is,+

And exclusive devotion is as unyielding as the Grave.*

Its flames are a blazing fire, the flame of Jah.*                                                                                      8:6" Place me like a seal over your heart,

    like a seal on your arm;
for love is as strong as death,
    its jealousy[a] unyielding as the grave.
It burns like blazing fire,

    like a mighty flame.[b] " sos 8:6...NIV                                                                                       sos 8:6"6 Set me as a seal upon thine heart, as a seal upon thine arm: for love is strong as death; jealousy is cruel as the grave: the coals thereof are coals of fire, which hath a most vehement flame." KJV    Vehement...           

• Synonyms
• Examples
• Word Origin

adjective

1.

zealous; ardent; impassioned:

a vehement defense; vehement enthusiasm.

2.

characterized by rancor or anger; violent:

vehement hostility.

3.

strongly emotional; intense or passionate:

vehement desire.

4.

marked by great energy or exertion; strenuous:

vehement clapping.

why jws don't open their eyes August 23, 15

Noone in their right mind wants to displease the God they have come to love more than their own lives. Satan uses this tactic to cause people to fear leaving a religion that has enveloped their entire lives. Some stay for the prestige and honor they feel being in charge of other peoples lives. So much so- that to displease the elders can wind up you losing every shred of what we knew as a normal life, friends family and God Himself. the fear of god is the reason.. to join, and holds you captive. the only way to leave is to educate yourself about your own religion as seen through the eyes of the world, and to do so, is more frightening than impending death. The key to unlock the doors of your mind is the word, religion- religion is a snare and a trap. If any Jehovah's witness remembers that fact, and the religious status that the WTBTS IS then you can step back and look and see that they have lied to you.I never even once considered anything they taught me as being untrue. I trusted them blindly, and only when I began to see before they shunned me, God gave me the heads up, because i was serving god in a way, that did not rely on JWS...I now understand that i never really believed everything they taught, i believed only the bible, the truth{JESUS} set me free.

Jehovah's Witnesses Control Body, Marriage, and Bedroom! jw.org

419-15

i am an accapella singer and song writer i sing my melodies but i do not write music i do not know how and my instrument{ my voice}cannot be duplicated and my songs are free this is old from karaoke days, these days i sing creed freddie mercury, barbra streisand was teaching me to sing and i started performing at 4 years old i sang at my moms second wedding my sister, she cannot carry a tune and she is not as beautiful as me and the reason she was so extremely jealous of me, that is why she hated me she could have been nice to me, and i could have taught her, but some people you just cannot get to i could never reach her and my mother dumped me again, well she told me not to contact my son and lied to me, that she was done with him and was not gonna see him anymore, so i called and he was rude, and slammed the phone down, then when i called her again she knew because she lied. i needed to know, you cannot force someone to love you, you cannot buy it either, they have no affection for me or each other, but i have you, my exdub friends, whom i love respect and knowing how fragile we all are at first i was too, loads of crying, but i am set free, they are not hurting me anymore, god fixed the home here too, and now, i am singing and sitting up straight and starting to do art again, because of Gods great love and compassion for me, a tiny creature who was so frightened and ignorant, his daughter, so fragile and yet so powerful. thank you all, i will sing again. third day

4-19-15

On learning to sing again... Oh thanks friends. Soon i will sing for you in a place that will enhance my natural gift from God as i hone my instrument to its former glory. learning to breathe with my limited oxygen in the upper lobes, and i have you to thank for it! You have given me a reason to live again. Real friendship, companionship, on a scale that is so touching. I know only that i was told, the reason i live on through all the darkness in my life for one reason, to tell the great works of God, and this is just one of His many achievements since the founding of his merciful first of long ago. Hallelujah...