in adult family homes for the elderly and mental health patients they have the same rule...i was molested and i told everyone, i mean everyone, and no one said a word. I broke down at the food bank because the owner who is a caregiver threw me to the floor, that's just the physical, i claimed a filipino man named alex was touching me, and i finally told the owners and they laughed at me, made fun of me, and then persecuted me for 8 months i took it, and as alex watched, them hurt me because of him, i told him in front of all the other clients that he should be grateful i said no because i have a std, and his wife would have gotten it, he quit trying but the owners were trying to get me out of their house, i wanted out but you have to wait for another home and when they started calling the cops, they did nothing to me, or for me. no one would help me, finally i went to the er and said if they sent me back there i was going to kill him. At the same time i was finally able to get to the kh but instead of being welcomed home after many years of prison for a crime i did not commit and the two years of homelessness they disfellowshipped me because they did not want me to patake, that and i said i have no human father Jehovah is my only Father...and i cannot ever be reinstated until i stop partaking. i partook at home, this year by myself head covered and singing third day songs...i would have died if not for all the christian churches and the food bank, they fed me, clothed me, at two times i was naked, yes nude. my husband was trying to kill me and was drugging me, and i think he sold me,the brothers said i was making it all up.then they wanted to know why i have JAH tattooed on my hand.....read you are my witnesses, the next chapter. i never read it before...........................................Isaiah 44:1 “But now listen, Jacob, my servant, Israel, whom I have chosen. 2 This is what the LORD says— he who made you, who formed you in the womb, and who will help you: Do not be afraid, Jacob, my servant, Jeshurun, whom I have chosen. 3 For I will pour water on the thirsty land, and streams on the dry ground; I will pour out my Spirit on your offspring, and my blessing on your descendants. 4 They will spring up like grass in a meadow, like poplar trees by flowing streams. 5 Some will say, ‘I belong to the LORD’; others will call themselves by the name of Jacob; still others will write on their hand, ‘The LORD’s,’ and will take the name Israel.The LORD, Not Idols
6 “This is what the LORD says— Israel’s King and Redeemer, the LORD Almighty: I am the first and I am the last; apart from me there is no God. 7 Who then is like me? Let him proclaim it. Let him declare and lay out before me what has happened since I established my ancient people, and what is yet to come— yes, let them foretell what will come. 8 Do not tremble, do not be afraid. Did I not proclaim this and foretell it long ago? You are my witnesses. Is there any God besides me? No, there is no other Rock; I know not one.” now tell me that my tattoo and what i say- i am> is a lie, those dirty unkempt blind deaf and stupid evil backbiting, oh tina we heard you were dead. one of my bus drivers did this to me...Jesus will repay......He has no hope. they gossipped while i lay in a concrete cell, alone for five years for a crime i did not commit and my husband in between stints trying to kill me, and satan himself showing up often, even without a human. try a giant blackbird talking to my face with a giant hippo mouth, my husband he used to perform such supernatural fear inspiring feats and i was unimpressed. for 40 days i walked without any acknowledgement from my God, good thing i knew that would happen and was ready. that does not mean i felt fear, anyone else might have gone off the deep end.God is in me...he had already named me I Jah.....I LOOOOOOOOOOve my new name I JAH so beautiful......did they really think i should sin against the holy spirit and not partake???? i will not stop until i see my savior face to face and he is almost here//for me, he has been in different forms since 1999...i know him well...he speaks for me to me and through me and that day he spoke a word that scared me..as i climbed up the side of a steep hill, yeah i ran up, saying i am Jehovah God....He knows how to make a woman feel safe when he knows that she can do nothing but go along for the ride. don't worry, this can only happen to me...i am a ticking time bomb. the minute he touches me...kaboom. he will soon..
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