The hatred of my family

I remember that I was told that my sister would die, within a year. I said it whislt somewhere i don't recall, but i did believe it. People do not understand what happened between us. Why should they, even i am trying to come to terms with why my sister came to hate me so much, that even as she lay dying in her hospital bed, she refused to call me. She called my daughter Zevah. All my kids talked to her. I am not allowed to see or hear any of my kids or grandkids. Why? Gossip and rumors have destroyed my reputation. My daughter Zevah, she seems to be the designated mom for the rest of them. She yelled at me when she called to inform me, that Tracey died.Talk about insensitive. I really Loved my sister. she and i have memories with each other, that i can never share with anyone. I Loved her even though she was wicked. However, i cannot cry about her death. I never will. she stole my money on more than one occasion. I guess God is right when he wrote that it was the root of all evil. Tracey had become evil, and for that my tears will not come. If my mom died I will not cry for her either, in fact out of all my family my brother Terry was the only one i still cry for.. Because he love me, and i knew it. He made it very clear that he loved me.He also abused me, but they all did that, nope He really was the only one who loved me. sad but true.