I cried one day when a homeless man gave me his last 20 dollars. I cried so hard and held onto him, sayin I can't believe it thank you so much, I went to a hostel where it costs 20 dollars to stay one night. I had not bathed for four months, and i had not slept indoors for a month, I was in the icu before that from tryin to kill myself, and they don't bathe you, when your in a coma, they cathe you and bag you so everything is contained, but i could not bathe my self,I am too big to sit in a tub so i sat on the side.the next night I went to the baptist church for dinner, but I could not walk the 2 blocks to the door so i asked a lady at the bus stop where i was siting to go ask the pastor to bring me food, he came with a wheelchair, and after dinner him and another pastor i know well paid for a room for me that night I slept, and in the am i sat in the shower on a plastic chair but i cannot bathe myself, so at least i got the water on me, I am telling you this because i know how it feels to feel humiliated and be berated for being homeless and called a drug addict or a bum, I was Jehovah's witness, how can i tell people go to the hall when they would not help me?