Tuesday, September 30, 2014
Sunday, September 28, 2014
Tina Hemingway I see how now to me, it looks so deceptive. because the bible is free, and we should give of it, free, when turning in time of study of the bible, and it gives you brownie points with TWBTS now the bible is no longer free, as if you charged money, instead you charged time, for kudos with the WTBTS, without the hours reported, they will tell you, you are inactive, which in turn causes them to want to counsel you and tell you a big fat lie"God does not approve of you unless you turn in your time to them so that God will love you again" This organiztion has gone and stepped over the authority of Jesus, and Jehovah, get out, IT IS A CULT! NO ONE can seperate us from God, but they want you to think you are seperated " MIND CONTROL" to keep on selling the magazines to YOU! How many witnesses pay for all the costs, they are selling the word of God, scriptures quoted in the magazines should be completely free to you and to others..Otherwise you are no different than the ones Jesus chased from the Synagog... PUBLISHERS AKA selling bibles..HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cried one day when a homeless man gave me his last 20 dollars. I cried so hard and held onto him, sayin I can't believe it thank you so much, I went to a hostel where it costs 20 dollars to stay one night. I had not bathed for four months, and i had not slept indoors for a month, I was in the icu before that from tryin to kill myself, and they don't bathe you, when your in a coma, they cathe you and bag you so everything is contained, but i could not bathe my self,I am too big to sit in a tub so i sat on the side.the next night I went to the baptist church for dinner, but I could not walk the 2 blocks to the door so i asked a lady at the bus stop where i was siting to go ask the pastor to bring me food, he came with a wheelchair, and after dinner him and another pastor i know well paid for a room for me that night I slept, and in the am i sat in the shower on a plastic chair but i cannot bathe myself, so at least i got the water on me, I am telling you this because i know how it feels to feel humiliated and be berated for being homeless and called a drug addict or a bum, I was Jehovah's witness, how can i tell people go to the hall when they would not help me?
The hatred of my family
I remember that I was told that my sister would die, within a year. I said it whislt somewhere i don't recall, but i did believe it. People do not understand what happened between us. Why should they, even i am trying to come to terms with why my sister came to hate me so much, that even as she lay dying in her hospital bed, she refused to call me. She called my daughter Zevah. All my kids talked to her. I am not allowed to see or hear any of my kids or grandkids. Why? Gossip and rumors have destroyed my reputation. My daughter Zevah, she seems to be the designated mom for the rest of them. She yelled at me when she called to inform me, that Tracey died.Talk about insensitive. I really Loved my sister. she and i have memories with each other, that i can never share with anyone. I Loved her even though she was wicked. However, i cannot cry about her death. I never will. she stole my money on more than one occasion. I guess God is right when he wrote that it was the root of all evil. Tracey had become evil, and for that my tears will not come. If my mom died I will not cry for her either, in fact out of all my family my brother Terry was the only one i still cry for.. Because he love me, and i knew it. He made it very clear that he loved me.He also abused me, but they all did that, nope He really was the only one who loved me. sad but true.
Friday, September 26, 2014
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