monday 17 july 17

 was a miserable wreck after being shunned by JWs, anointed and disgusted that the elders had no holy spirit in them, 30 years a slave. But the truth set me free, i did not want to read anything apostate, but it was not until I allowed myself to open my mind up that i became free. The watchtower is a liar. i have seen and heard GB members lie in court. Yes I am still anointed and they said i would never be reinstated unless i stopped partaking. It was easy then because that would be a sin against the holy spirit. I serve God any way he wants me to,i have been beaten betrayed ,spit in the face,abandoned ,abused, threatened,  neglected and died several times from suicide.  all of this Because of my faith and  I have 5 kids who do not know me and don't want to...I am proud to serve my God and His Son, my owner helps me every day..I am glad that so many exjws are my friends and i love them all...noone is going to encourage me to respect an abuser, and i am a narc..i turn in abuse when i see or hear it. The best thing i ever did was to find and join the Christian spiritual ranks, invisible, and visible...no church for me, but...i was kept alive by means of a church coalition, many different denominations...homeless most of my life, and finally, God set me free. I died dec26, 2016. i had no hope and i was freezing to death outside the first christian church..as i sat in my wheelchair i knew taking all of my meds would do it. I told one of the men to watch me as i ate every toxic pill, and then told him to narc me off and i was doa...My God saw fit to preserve me once again...and he told me someone from my past was going to help me....indeed,I was found by a woman i used to live with in a group home, she being the owner.I laid in the hospital knowing that the odds of getting help were near zero{people like to lie about me} this wonderful woman was holding my hand when i woke up from a nap...it was Jeanette valencia, she came because she knew no one was gonna save me, she said i am going to give you a home and a life...and here i am, like fairytale princess, I have been through alot but, my Father gave me the gift of his Son i finally will have a home...I have ten thousand stories of the great works of Jah inside my head and heart...never think that your Love of God has been wasted, no-as a matter of fact, we are victorious, because Jesus is the truth that set us free.