Shunned again...

I am used to being shunned for being A JEHOVAH'S WITNESS BY My children

, and i am still Jehovah's witness, but a real one and i am used to not having any family because of what the WTBTS made me into, a judgemental ass-wipe, but what i am not used to is being loved by you...thank you, i needed your virtual hugs.. I ,as an exJW, you really are my only friends because one must be exjw to understand a jw, or an exjw...that is what i know, but one thing i cannot stand is to hear that the name of Jehovah is not God's real name because he saved me from the demons and i knew them first...i searched for god whole souled, and it was and is all i cared for.....Muslims have demons, they lie, steal cheat,, and hate all white people...as the bride of the christ which is also something no one understands about unless you are one...i know that is upsetting to most people because no one can believe me, not even jws or exjws...i truly am alone in this physical world that i see, but sometimes i am transported to different places where i can see the angels the demons and even god with no face, jesus with no face in all light and no darkness, and NOONE can or will ever believe that right now and i understand why, but i always judge aright...i always say forgive them lord they KNOW NOT WHAT THEY DO.....EVEN WHEN THEY ARE KILLING ME...I CANNOT KILL ANYONE, UNLESS I DO IT FOR SOMEONE WHO IS BEING KILLED AND I WOULD GIVE MY LIFE FOR ANYONE, EVEN THE UNDESERVED LIKE ME...