Sunday, April 30, 2017

WTF

Matthew 12:18 “Look! My servant+ whom I chose, my beloved, whom I have* approved!+ I will put my spirit upon him,+ and what justice is he will make clear to the nations.....ATTENTION FRIENDS....Do you think my daughter will be sorry she unfriended me when she finds out how much money i am getting for the negligent driver who forgot to strap down my wheelchair two days ago and now intercity transit will have to pay me for this is the second time they did not strap me down...friends last year they did not offer me a seatbelt and i am in a video that they are using for training, i know because all the dial a lift drivers have seen it...i could not use my left arm for six months and i was homeless in my wheelchair , unable to get help and only a blind man helped me, but he had an ulterior motive, he used me abused me and tried to break my neck...good thing the GOOD MORMON BROTHER Roxy Onieto,CAUGHT HIM DOING IT.....but somehow, Mel libby{ The blind guy who took me in, made Roxy believe that i was the cause and he had to defend himself ! REALLY oh really? This 6 foot two, 230 lb man had me in my RENTED and paid for room, backed up against the desk in my wheelchair in a choke hold, and i had a kitchen serated knife at his back...Roxy yelled" hey you -Let her go".....AKWARD .... now why would roxy think i did something bad that MADE HIM DO IT...well, he probably knows THAT THE DEVIL MADE HIM DO IT, after all..HE IS A HELL"s angel{self professed} but i know he is...because my husband was really an independant, BUT HE DID KNOW REAL Hell's angels and so i do know this mel is also a WRESTLER...I told him one day, that he should remember that i cook for him....the water that comes from the faucet is contaminated oh and hey I bathed in these motherfucking bugs and i did not enjoy the screaming bleeding and being beaten and held hostage, having 911 calls intercepted, being pushed and shoved and thrown out in the freezing rain and locked out on my ass, not able to rise{ I could not get up and he knew it! He threw me to the ground and kicked me, and basically BRUTALIZED ME AND MADE ME BLEED EVERYDAY, AND TOOK MY MONEY AND FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKK... HE TOLD EVERYONE WHO WAS ANY WHERE NEAR ME THAT IT WAS ALL MY FAULT, EVEN WHEN HE FINALLY GOT CITED.....THIS FUCKHEAD HAD GIVEN SPACE TO METH COOKS...I WAS AGAIN POISONED WITH METH AND CAUGHT BY THE COPS, THEY DID NOT ARREST ME, FOR THE DRUGS THEY FOUND....BECAUSE I TOLD THEM I AM ALLOWED TO PLAY WITH IT NOT DO IT... MEL LIBBY DID ALL THIS TO ME BECAUSE HE HAS TWO WARRANTS FOR HIS ARREST FOR DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AGAINST 2 OTHER WOMEN... And i being a vulnerable adult was captured by him because i was homeless and could not get help because i could not push my wheelchair around...because of the fucking bus...and the evidence is IRREFUTABLE...AND THE BUS KNOWS IT, THE COPS KNOW IT, AND MEL KNOWS IT, AND ROXY IS GONNA KNOW IT, BECAUSE I AM GOING TO SUE...I really do not need a lawyer because i have a claim that is IRrefutable, and on video with audio...the drivers did not strap me down and did not offer to strap me down, the first time..have you ever seen a 350 lb woman flying through the air?? well you will because i am going to procure that video, I WARN YOU THOUGH I WAS NOT WEARING UNDERWEAR OR A DIAPER..I WONDER IF THEY BLURRED THAT PART OUT, BECAUSE NO ONE NOT THE DRIVER NOT THE EMTS NOR ANY PASSENGER[ AND THERE WERE MANY]... TRIED TO COVER ME UP AND I WAS SCREAMING OBSCENITIES BECAUSE THE FUCKING EMTS KEPT KICKING MY LEFT INJURED ARM, THEY EVEN NAGGED ME ABOUT USING THE WORDS 'FUCKING QUIT KICKING MY FUCKING ARM'...YES ....THE BRIDE SPEAKS SUCH WORDS BECAUSE SHE HAS BEEN BRUTALIZED BY EVERY MAN AND MANY WOMEN ALL OF MY FUCKED UP FUCKING LIFE...because every bus driver has seen it and discussed it with me for the last three months...i could not pursue anything because i was homeless and distracted by mels torture of me, but now JUSTICE HAS COME TO FUCKING TOWN FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY ENTIRE TORN UP ABUSED fucked up fucking life, now why, why ?????.I am sent outside the camp, but when i returned the camp- IT WAS DESECRATED! MY friends were dead and the kingdom hall was desecrated...
1.
to divest of sacred or hallowed character or office.
2.
to divert from a sacred to a profane use or purpose.
3.
to treat with sacrilege; profane.......................................FUUUUUUCKKKK....WHAT TO DO? What the fuck to do?What the fuuuuck to dooo?????????every time i approached my hall, i was rejected, thrown out ,stomped on and eventually ...disfellowshipped for partaking HOLY CRAP>>>>What to do, what to do?????...CONTINUE ONWARD TO THE PANTING END.....with...http://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/giardia-infection/basics/definition/con-20024686

shunned again

i keep a record of all that i have suffered and the JW elders used it against me when i said i have no human Father...And do not call anyone on earth 'father,' for you have one Father, and he is in heaven. Am i hard to understand? I am Autistic and i have feelings{most aspergers do not} I am sensitive and the words people use on me can make me suicidal, the worst one is to call me a liar. I am not lying, i speak truth...today my daughter told me that since i do not read or speak arabic that i cannot read the koran...I am sorry but someone who does speak arabic taught me the koran...my first husband is Iranian....he needed a green card so he tricked me and said he loved me.... he hates americans... but this american saved his worthless musllim hide, and he practiced sharia law on me, for eight years he beat me...Jehovah's witnesses called me a liar when i told the elders, they screamed at me spit in my face and trhrew me out of the memorial because they knew i would partake, i was not in good standing, because i was in and out of prison,for 5 long years and being kidnapped by my husband david monte porter. a self professed hells angel , a white supremist ,a a very good meth cook... they did unspeakable things to me, and were trying to kill me, and they succeeded, I died about 9 times so far....The God of All Comfort
4who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God. 5For just as the sufferings of Christ overflow tous, so also through Christ our comfortoverflows. 6If we are afflicted, it is for your comfort and salvation; if we are comforted, it is for your comfort, which accomplishes in you patient endurance of the same sufferings we experience.…
Cross References
Romans 8:17
And if we are children, then we are heirs: heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ--if indeed we suffer with Him, so that we may also be glorified with Him.
2 Corinthians 4:10
We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body.
Philippians 3:10
I want to know Christ and the power of His resurrection and the fellowship of His sufferings, being conformed to Him in His death,
Colossians 1:24
Now I rejoice in my sufferings for you, and I fill up in my flesh what is lacking in regard to Christ's afflictions for the sake of His body, which is the church.
2 Timothy 3:11
my persecutions, and the sufferings that came upon me in Antioch, Iconium, and Lystra. What persecutions I endured! Yet the Lord rescued me from all of them.
1 Peter 4:13
But rejoice that you share in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed at the revelation of His glory.

Shunned again...

I am used to being shunned for being A JEHOVAH'S WITNESS BY My children
, and i am still Jehovah's witness, but a real one and i am used to not having any family because of what the WTBTS made me into, a judgemental ass-wipe, but what i am not used to is being loved by you...thank you, i needed your virtual hugs.. I ,as an exJW, you really are my only friends because one must be exjw to understand a jw, or an exjw...that is what i know, but one thing i cannot stand is to hear that the name of Jehovah is not God's real name because he saved me from the demons and i knew them first...i searched for god whole souled, and it was and is all i cared for.....Muslims have demons, they lie, steal cheat,, and hate all white people...as the bride of the christ which is also something no one understands about unless you are one...i know that is upsetting to most people because no one can believe me, not even jws or exjws...i truly am alone in this physical world that i see, but sometimes i am transported to different places where i can see the angels the demons and even god with no face, jesus with no face in all light and no darkness, and NOONE can or will ever believe that right now and i understand why, but i always judge aright...i always say forgive them lord they KNOW NOT WHAT THEY DO.....EVEN WHEN THEY ARE KILLING ME...I CANNOT KILL ANYONE, UNLESS I DO IT FOR SOMEONE WHO IS BEING KILLED AND I WOULD GIVE MY LIFE FOR ANYONE, EVEN THE UNDESERVED LIKE ME...