help me Jesus

My name is tina porter. I live in my moms house. I have been here since october 15. My mom brought me here to help me. I was completely dependant on her until now and still depend on her. I am disabled mentally{ptsd bi polar} and i am 54 years old. in a wheelchair and on oxygen. Mom is 74 owns the house, is my only living relative,besides my 5 children and 3 grandchildren.mom moved out and went to 1008 "b" st, with my 2 youngest sons who were adopted to my sister who is now deceased. they all say they hate me. I am at 1013 n pearl st...alone now i use 2 wheelchairs in the house. my mom is my payee... she attacks me and encourages my sons to do so also.I am going to stop them from hurting me the only way i can since i have no money{ she refuses to give me any ] and is using money to care for herself and my sons. my ssd and ssi she has used all along for herself. I now have told her to stop hurting me, but to no avail. yesterday she threatened to kill me. I am seeking a way to get a restraining order, until i can arrange a ride{ because i have no money, it takes time. i am going to barricade the doors and windows and when she comes again, i will call 911.. i refuse to allow access without an officer present.this is only happening because my mom is using my money and not giving me any and when i asked her to stop harrassing me verbally and encouraging my sons to become violent towards me, it is my only way to defend myself until i can get the order. her number is 360 736 5394. my number is 360 736 9696. can you help to end this problem? all she needs to do is change her mindset away from hurting me..thank you...

Woe To You Fat Shephard's by Jason Bellard

betrayed

AT LEAST 9,000 DOLLARS AND SHOES AND PURSES AND MICROWAVES AND COFFEE POTS AD FIVE SETS OF EVERYTHING YOU CAN THINK OF, AND THERE IS MORE OVER AT Y SISTERS PURPLE HOUSE, MY SISTER USED MY LAST TWO THOUSAND DOLLARS WHILE I WAS HOMELESS TO PAINT HER HOUSE PURPLE....AND TOLD MY SONS THAT I AM A MONSTER, HER ADOPTED CHILDREN, MY BIOLOGICAL CHILDREN, HER NEPHEWS AND THEY ATE ME,, AND SHE TOLD THEM AND MY MOM DOES THIS TOO, TO CALL ME AN IT...AN IT,

and at least 45 more,too much to list but you get the idea

http://biblehub.com/sermons/auth/duff/the_shepherd's_rod_and_staff.htm

i

only swatted my kids when they were in danger, like walking across the street without holding my hand...my kids were very well behaved because i as a jw mom married to a muslim, kept them with me always and i stood between my husband and my kids so he would not beat them the way HE BEAT ME and it was Because I was christian JW...now an exjw and i have to say...striking children is not a good example of the rod.... If he saw a sheep creeping up too far on the one hand, or going too near the edge of the dangerous precipice on the other, he would at once turn back and go to it, gently pulling it back. He had a long rod as tall as himself, round the lower half of which was twisted a band of iron. There was a crook at one end of the rod, and it was with this the shepherd took hold of one of the hind legs of the sheep to pull it back. The thick band of iron at the other end of the rod was really a staff, and was ready for use whenever he saw a hyena or wolf or some other troublesome animal coming near the sheep, for especially at night these creatures prowled about the flock. With the iron part of the rod he would give a good blow when an attack was threatened. In Psalm 23:4, we have mention made of "Thy rod and Thy staff." There is meaning in both, and distinct meaning. God's rod draws us back, kindly and lovingly, if we go aside from His path. God's staff protects us against the onset, open or secret, whether it be men or devils which are the enemies watching an opportunity for attack....No child should ever be beaten and yet once i did it...and i cried, i was very very sick and very ready to give birth and my kids were 3 and 4 and they jumped on my belly, harming my unborn child and me...I beat them and then cried, never again did i ever hurt them...it was life threatening...I had toxemia and did not know it.

conversations about truth

speaking of being framed. Many times, I have seen people being Framed. I too am a victim. One of the most famous cases is Michael jackson. Michael jackson was framed and murdered by the illuminati. It is a very real threat to become rich and famous. I myself rejected the offers, three times, It would have led to recording contracts and of course,  I would have wound up like MJ...because of the industry. The evil has hunted me as a bird for his prey. he ate MJ up, but he tried to do that to me, and was successful { He thought } well, I did time, for a crime i did not commit. MJ fought their accusations. But in the minds of many, he is as guilty as they come. His death was certainly Murder, and He was innocent. Being exjw, I have to say, that I was the best Christian i could be in a world full of evils. No one gets away with innocence without a price. It is all in the way you look at it. I have learned that to be a Judge, you need to know all the solid facts. And that is impossible for any human alone. To be just,one must be able to ascertain -Thoughts and intentions, of the mind and heart. I have no problem hating The top of the head of the snake, satan himself...and I speak it with boldness and fury. I would burn myself alive for a chance to be able to knock his teeth down his throat. I have paid the ultimate price for that privilege. I could never have danced that fast had it not been for my Good friend Jesus, and Jehovah My God.The mind of the Christ in me, gave me a rather unique and somewhat strange way of looking at things. I do not write verse and scripture, but instead speak the truth with all my words. How is that possible in an imperfect world? Its called The Holy spirit, and make no mistake, It is God's work. and here i will remind you of scripture...God is strange and unusual, and what you think of him, is not the way that He is, at all. Jesus is just like his dad, strange and unusual, but also, more "down to earth" able to converse at a snails pace, rather than faster than the speed of Light.You cannot see spirits because you are a snail, compared to the speed of light. Regardless what you think of me, The daughter of Jah, I know who and what I am, and I am a hopeful monster...http://rationalwiki.org/wiki/Hopeful_monster

memories

The King Rules

http://www.usccb.org/bible/psalms/41        

Psalms, Chapter 41

 

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1For the leader. A psalm of David.

I

2Blessed the one concerned for the poor;^*

on a day of misfortune, the LORD delivers him.^a

3The LORD keeps and preserves him,

makes him blessed in the land,

and does not betray him to his enemies.

4The LORD sustains him on his sickbed,

you turn down his bedding whenever he is ill.^*

II

5Even I have said, “LORD, take note of me;

heal me, although I have sinned against you.

6My enemies say bad things against me:

‘When will he die and his name be forgotten?’

7When someone comes to visit me, he speaks without sincerity.

His heart stores up malice;

when he leaves, he gossips.^b

8All those who hate me whisper together against me;

they imagine the worst about me:

9‘He has had ruin poured over him;

that one lying down will never rise again.’

10^*Even my trusted friend,

who ate my bread,

has raised his heel against me.^c

III

11“But you, LORD, take note of me to raise me up

that I may repay them.”^*

12By this I will know you are pleased with me,

that my enemy no longer shouts in triumph over me.

13In my integrity may you support me

and let me stand in your presence forever.

14^*Blessed be the LORD, the God of Israel,

from all eternity and forever.

Amen. Amen.^d

* [Psalm 41] A thanksgiving for rescue from illness (Ps 41:4, 5, 9). Many people, even friends, have interpreted the illness as a divine punishment for sin and have ostracized the psalmist (Ps 41:5–11). The healing shows the return of God’s favor and rebukes the psalmist’s detractors (Ps 41:12–13).

* [41:2] Blessed the one concerned for the poor: cf. Ps 32:1–2; 34:9; 40:5; 65:5. The psalmist’s statement about God’s love of the poor is based on the experience of being rescued (Ps 41:1–3).

* [41:4] You turn down his bedding whenever he is ill: the Hebrew is obscure. It suggests ongoing attentive care of the one who is sick.

* [41:10] Even my trusted friend…has raised his heel against me: Jn 13:18 cites this verse to characterize Judas as a false friend. Raised his heel against me: an interpretation of the unclear Hebrew, “made great the heel against me.”

* [41:11] That I may repay them: the healing itself is an act of judgment through which God decides for the psalmist and against the false friends. The prayer is not necessarily for strength to punish enemies.

* [41:14] The doxology, not part of the Psalm, marks the end of the first of the five books of the Psalter, cf. Ps 72:18–20; 89:53; 106:48.

a. [41:2] Tb 4:7–11.

b. [41:7] Ps 31:12; 38:12–13; 88:8; Jb 19:13–19; Jer 20:10.

c. [41:10] Ps 55:14–15; Jn 13:18.

d. [41:14] Neh 9:5.

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Dear Lonesome dove

I know how it feels to be a species with no counterpart,in fact your the only one who can claim that title,I am not the same as you but complimenting a king is hard to do. I am very young , but I have the ability to change into whatever is needed at the time.I am tired of the DARK AGES theme. The city of lights is for me. I liked the tupa, and the jewels ,rings and golden streets. Are you and your crew about finished with the polishing of that tall stone wall. Stonewall, LOLZ. I get the feeling that you have become quite Bright...perhaps too bright to see your face. If sacrifices have ceased, then whats up with that baal gate thing, sick...Gotta get me offa dis here planet asap, sos save our souls, please hurry Lover hurry. Cause Love can die around here fuckin fast.I Love you and I do sit with you all the time, I would like to know more about you, but maybe i am not ready? Nah, I am always ready for anything. The computer in my mind runs on the dreams of a King,You my Love, are better than sliced bread, and your thoughts fascinate me....I could sit at your feet, but I need a glorified body to sit next to you. Damn, it seems to damn and resist maybe you will get tired soon and just give up. The queen shall conquer for Her King after all, I am here to protect your heart. It needs me, Your Heart. My Heart can burst into flame at even your thoughts that are of me,2 hearts living in just one mind, but wait, there it is 4 minds ,no wait, ok- innumerable. even now i want to shut you down and live on the solid side with you forever. you gotta rescue me, cause I really need those three monkies...gotta go the natives are restless....

WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?

Where Ezekiel 44 meets up with the true witnesses....whoa, Yes way or no way or Jah 's way?   https://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20160403180749AAFAp5Y

Jehovah's name tattooed on my hand

44 Listen to me, O my servant Israel, O my chosen ones:

2 The Lord who made you, who will help you, says: O servant of mine, don’t be afraid. O Jerusalem, my chosen ones, don’t be afraid.3 For I will give you abundant water for your thirst and for your parched fields. And I will pour out my Spirit and my blessings on your children. 4 They shall thrive like watered grass, like willows on a riverbank. 5 “I am the Lord’s,” they’ll proudly[a] say, or, “I am a Jew,” and tattoo upon their hands the name of God or the honored name of Israel.  TLB