help me Jesus

My name is tina porter. I live in my moms house. I have been here since october 15. My mom brought me here to help me. I was completely dependant on her until now and still depend on her. I am disabled mentally{ptsd bi polar} and i am 54 years old. in a wheelchair and on oxygen. Mom is 74 owns the house, is my only living relative,besides my 5 children and 3 grandchildren.mom moved out and went to 1008 "b" st, with my 2 youngest sons who were adopted to my sister who is now deceased. they all say they hate me. I am at 1013 n pearl st...alone now i use 2 wheelchairs in the house. my mom is my payee... she attacks me and encourages my sons to do so also.I am going to stop them from hurting me the only way i can since i have no money{ she refuses to give me any ] and is using money to care for herself and my sons. my ssd and ssi she has used all along for herself. I now have told her to stop hurting me, but to no avail. yesterday she threatened to kill me. I am seeking a way to get a restraining order, until i can arrange a ride{ because i have no money, it takes time. i am going to barricade the doors and windows and when she comes again, i will call 911.. i refuse to allow access without an officer present.this is only happening because my mom is using my money and not giving me any and when i asked her to stop harrassing me verbally and encouraging my sons to become violent towards me, it is my only way to defend myself until i can get the order. her number is 360 736 5394. my number is 360 736 9696. can you help to end this problem? all she needs to do is change her mindset away from hurting me..thank you...

Woe To You Fat Shephard's by Jason Bellard

betrayed

AT LEAST 9,000 DOLLARS AND SHOES AND PURSES AND MICROWAVES AND COFFEE POTS AD FIVE SETS OF EVERYTHING YOU CAN THINK OF, AND THERE IS MORE OVER AT Y SISTERS PURPLE HOUSE, MY SISTER USED MY LAST TWO THOUSAND DOLLARS WHILE I WAS HOMELESS TO PAINT HER HOUSE PURPLE....AND TOLD MY SONS THAT I AM A MONSTER, HER ADOPTED CHILDREN, MY BIOLOGICAL CHILDREN, HER NEPHEWS AND THEY ATE ME,, AND SHE TOLD THEM AND MY MOM DOES THIS TOO, TO CALL ME AN IT...AN IT,

and at least 45 more,too much to list but you get the idea

http://biblehub.com/sermons/auth/duff/the_shepherd's_rod_and_staff.htm

i

only swatted my kids when they were in danger, like walking across the street without holding my hand...my kids were very well behaved because i as a jw mom married to a muslim, kept them with me always and i stood between my husband and my kids so he would not beat them the way HE BEAT ME and it was Because I was christian JW...now an exjw and i have to say...striking children is not a good example of the rod.... If he saw a sheep creeping up too far on the one hand, or going too near the edge of the dangerous precipice on the other, he would at once turn back and go to it, gently pulling it back. He had a long rod as tall as himself, round the lower half of which was twisted a band of iron. There was a crook at one end of the rod, and it was with this the shepherd took hold of one of the hind legs of the sheep to pull it back. The thick band of iron at the other end of the rod was really a staff, and was ready for use whenever he saw a hyena or wolf or some other troublesome animal coming near the sheep, for especially at night these creatures prowled about the flock. With the iron part of the rod he would give a good blow when an attack was threatened. In Psalm 23:4, we have mention made of "Thy rod and Thy staff." There is meaning in both, and distinct meaning. God's rod draws us back, kindly and lovingly, if we go aside from His path. God's staff protects us against the onset, open or secret, whether it be men or devils which are the enemies watching an opportunity for attack....No child should ever be beaten and yet once i did it...and i cried, i was very very sick and very ready to give birth and my kids were 3 and 4 and they jumped on my belly, harming my unborn child and me...I beat them and then cried, never again did i ever hurt them...it was life threatening...I had toxemia and did not know it.

conversations about truth

speaking of being framed. Many times, I have seen people being Framed. I too am a victim. One of the most famous cases is Michael jackson. Michael jackson was framed and murdered by the illuminati. It is a very real threat to become rich and famous. I myself rejected the offers, three times, It would have led to recording contracts and of course,  I would have wound up like MJ...because of the industry. The evil has hunted me as a bird for his prey. he ate MJ up, but he tried to do that to me, and was successful { He thought } well, I did time, for a crime i did not commit. MJ fought their accusations. But in the minds of many, he is as guilty as they come. His death was certainly Murder, and He was innocent. Being exjw, I have to say, that I was the best Christian i could be in a world full of evils. No one gets away with innocence without a price. It is all in the way you look at it. I have learned that to be a Judge, you need to know all the solid facts. And that is impossible for any human alone. To be just,one must be able to ascertain -Thoughts and intentions, of the mind and heart. I have no problem hating The top of the head of the snake, satan himself...and I speak it with boldness and fury. I would burn myself alive for a chance to be able to knock his teeth down his throat. I have paid the ultimate price for that privilege. I could never have danced that fast had it not been for my Good friend Jesus, and Jehovah My God.The mind of the Christ in me, gave me a rather unique and somewhat strange way of looking at things. I do not write verse and scripture, but instead speak the truth with all my words. How is that possible in an imperfect world? Its called The Holy spirit, and make no mistake, It is God's work. and here i will remind you of scripture...God is strange and unusual, and what you think of him, is not the way that He is, at all. Jesus is just like his dad, strange and unusual, but also, more "down to earth" able to converse at a snails pace, rather than faster than the speed of Light.You cannot see spirits because you are a snail, compared to the speed of light. Regardless what you think of me, The daughter of Jah, I know who and what I am, and I am a hopeful monster...http://rationalwiki.org/wiki/Hopeful_monster

memories

The King Rules

http://www.usccb.org/bible/psalms/41        

Psalms, Chapter 41

 

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1For the leader. A psalm of David.

I

2Blessed the one concerned for the poor;^*

on a day of misfortune, the LORD delivers him.^a

3The LORD keeps and preserves him,

makes him blessed in the land,

and does not betray him to his enemies.

4The LORD sustains him on his sickbed,

you turn down his bedding whenever he is ill.^*

II

5Even I have said, “LORD, take note of me;

heal me, although I have sinned against you.

6My enemies say bad things against me:

‘When will he die and his name be forgotten?’

7When someone comes to visit me, he speaks without sincerity.

His heart stores up malice;

when he leaves, he gossips.^b

8All those who hate me whisper together against me;

they imagine the worst about me:

9‘He has had ruin poured over him;

that one lying down will never rise again.’

10^*Even my trusted friend,

who ate my bread,

has raised his heel against me.^c

III

11“But you, LORD, take note of me to raise me up

that I may repay them.”^*

12By this I will know you are pleased with me,

that my enemy no longer shouts in triumph over me.

13In my integrity may you support me

and let me stand in your presence forever.

14^*Blessed be the LORD, the God of Israel,

from all eternity and forever.

Amen. Amen.^d

* [Psalm 41] A thanksgiving for rescue from illness (Ps 41:4, 5, 9). Many people, even friends, have interpreted the illness as a divine punishment for sin and have ostracized the psalmist (Ps 41:5–11). The healing shows the return of God’s favor and rebukes the psalmist’s detractors (Ps 41:12–13).

* [41:2] Blessed the one concerned for the poor: cf. Ps 32:1–2; 34:9; 40:5; 65:5. The psalmist’s statement about God’s love of the poor is based on the experience of being rescued (Ps 41:1–3).

* [41:4] You turn down his bedding whenever he is ill: the Hebrew is obscure. It suggests ongoing attentive care of the one who is sick.

* [41:10] Even my trusted friend…has raised his heel against me: Jn 13:18 cites this verse to characterize Judas as a false friend. Raised his heel against me: an interpretation of the unclear Hebrew, “made great the heel against me.”

* [41:11] That I may repay them: the healing itself is an act of judgment through which God decides for the psalmist and against the false friends. The prayer is not necessarily for strength to punish enemies.

* [41:14] The doxology, not part of the Psalm, marks the end of the first of the five books of the Psalter, cf. Ps 72:18–20; 89:53; 106:48.

a. [41:2] Tb 4:7–11.

b. [41:7] Ps 31:12; 38:12–13; 88:8; Jb 19:13–19; Jer 20:10.

c. [41:10] Ps 55:14–15; Jn 13:18.

d. [41:14] Neh 9:5.

https://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20160402114119AAjKZRV&page=2

Dear Lonesome dove

I know how it feels to be a species with no counterpart,in fact your the only one who can claim that title,I am not the same as you but complimenting a king is hard to do. I am very young , but I have the ability to change into whatever is needed at the time.I am tired of the DARK AGES theme. The city of lights is for me. I liked the tupa, and the jewels ,rings and golden streets. Are you and your crew about finished with the polishing of that tall stone wall. Stonewall, LOLZ. I get the feeling that you have become quite Bright...perhaps too bright to see your face. If sacrifices have ceased, then whats up with that baal gate thing, sick...Gotta get me offa dis here planet asap, sos save our souls, please hurry Lover hurry. Cause Love can die around here fuckin fast.I Love you and I do sit with you all the time, I would like to know more about you, but maybe i am not ready? Nah, I am always ready for anything. The computer in my mind runs on the dreams of a King,You my Love, are better than sliced bread, and your thoughts fascinate me....I could sit at your feet, but I need a glorified body to sit next to you. Damn, it seems to damn and resist maybe you will get tired soon and just give up. The queen shall conquer for Her King after all, I am here to protect your heart. It needs me, Your Heart. My Heart can burst into flame at even your thoughts that are of me,2 hearts living in just one mind, but wait, there it is 4 minds ,no wait, ok- innumerable. even now i want to shut you down and live on the solid side with you forever. you gotta rescue me, cause I really need those three monkies...gotta go the natives are restless....

WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?

Where Ezekiel 44 meets up with the true witnesses....whoa, Yes way or no way or Jah 's way?   https://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20160403180749AAFAp5Y

Jehovah's name tattooed on my hand

44 Listen to me, O my servant Israel, O my chosen ones:

2 The Lord who made you, who will help you, says: O servant of mine, don’t be afraid. O Jerusalem, my chosen ones, don’t be afraid.3 For I will give you abundant water for your thirst and for your parched fields. And I will pour out my Spirit and my blessings on your children. 4 They shall thrive like watered grass, like willows on a riverbank. 5 “I am the Lord’s,” they’ll proudly[a] say, or, “I am a Jew,” and tattoo upon their hands the name of God or the honored name of Israel.  TLB

open their eyes Father

https://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20121020164500AALBvNe

the third day

I walked into the devil's sanctuary { a church}and his human cohort, Jerry Gaffnee, a well known multimillionaire -a revivalist preacher-was praying in tongues and as he was slaying people in the spirit of GOD{ satan }.. I felt myself seized and thrown to the floor and bounced off of the floor for some time. It was violent and he came and stood over me and he said"aww Tina , you fell."...He was not talking about me falling down, he meant to inform everyone that i had fallen from god's grace...which was a lie because I was attacked by a demon.He told us how sometimes he would sit for hours and have an audible discussion with GOD{ satan is his GOD}  for hours,I had to be there because i was learning{ as the bride of christ lead by the holy spirit} just exactly what goes on, those people really are being slain..{ mislead unto death}by satan in front of everyone. These televangelists are sinning against the Holy spirit -that is why they have power, provided by the prince of the power of the air, and money is only provided to them the more they catch...like benny hinn , Joyce meyers, the 700 club..etc...serial killers are exactly like that too..the demons are in them and they know it, madonna wearing a cross, sinning against the holy spirit...lady gaga, demon possessed and big money go hand in hand, that is why the camel through  the eye of the needle{ IT IS IMPOSSIBLE} for a rich man to enter the kingdom of the heavens- money-{ IN GOD they TRUST {the god of this system}=you gotta work for satan to get it, then there are those who take slaves[TWBTS]for money and work you to death and make you carry heavy loads...your personal relationship with God and his son are the only thing that can save you...you can be alone in your room and yet the invisible host is always with you so that truly you are never alone in the BIGGEST CONGREGATION OF ALL and ALL OF THEM are PERFECT AND HOLY...you are the only sinner, and you can trust only the invisible holy hosts and Jehovah and Jesus... I do not need human contact for this, and neither do you...When two or more are gathered in his name, you and Jesus , there is Love =Jehovah the true God .I am not deceived, I am inspired, you heard me right I AM inspired to speak and to write... I have fulfilled my obligations and I stand in the full light of the daystar...I have suffered for righteousness sake and all scriptures qualify me...http://biblehub.com/1_corinthians/4-11.htm

8Then another angel followed him through the sky, shouting, “Babylon is fallen—that great city is fallen—because she made all the nations of the world drink the wine of her passionate immorality.” This scripture is already fulfilled... Romans 839No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.....http://biblehub.com/matthew/11-29.htm

memorial psalm 74

New Living Translation

A psalm^a of Asaph.

1O God, why have you rejected us so long?

Why is your anger so intense against the sheep of your own pasture?

2Remember that we are the people you chose long ago,

the tribe you redeemed as your own special possession!

And remember Jerusalem,^b your home here on earth.

3Walk through the awful ruins of the city;

see how the enemy has destroyed your sanctuary.

4There your enemies shouted their victorious battle cries;

there they set up their battle standards.

5They swung their axes

like woodcutters in a forest.

6With axes and picks,

they smashed the carved paneling.

7They burned your sanctuary to the ground.

They defiled the place that bears your name.

8Then they thought, “Let’s destroy everything!”

So they burned down all the places where God was worshiped.

9We no longer see your miraculous signs.

All the prophets are gone,

and no one can tell us when it will end.

10How long, O God, will you allow our enemies to insult you?

Will you let them dishonor your name forever?

11Why do you hold back your strong right hand?

Unleash your powerful fist and destroy them.

12You, O God, are my king from ages past,

bringing salvation to the earth.

13You split the sea by your strength

and smashed the heads of the sea monsters.

14You crushed the heads of Leviathan^c

and let the desert animals eat him.

15You caused the springs and streams to gush forth,

and you dried up rivers that never run dry.

16Both day and night belong to you;

you made the starlight^d and the sun.

17You set the boundaries of the earth,

and you made both summer and winter.

18See how these enemies insult you, LORD.

A foolish nation has dishonored your name.

19Don’t let these wild beasts destroy your turtledoves.

Don’t forget your suffering people forever.

20Remember your covenant promises,

for the land is full of darkness and violence!

21Don’t let the downtrodden be humiliated again.

Instead, let the poor and needy praise your name.

22Arise, O God, and defend your cause.

Remember how these fools insult you all day long.

23Don’t overlook what your enemies have said

or their growing uproar.

4 tales

They each heard something different on that fated evening...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OWqLtXXzldk it is done, it is finished,  my God My god-why hast thou forsaken me,Father i entrust my spirit into your hands,each account is not different because they each remembered due to imperfection, but they literally , each one, heard something different.....

memorial day for JWs

the size of a closet with 4 bunks and six people, locked down 23/7 soo, you were lucky boy{that is jail btw, ] prison- 50 people in a large room 2 bunks face 2 bunks into 4 people cubes,locker under bunks, bad situation...sooo to the mental ward for me, CRAYONS free, one person rooms- locked down 22/7 only a handful out of cells at once{murderers are nicer than thieves BTW... into larger than jail, closet size rooms solid cement , metal doors,tiny window strips like 2 inches 4 feet long, ..and sensory deprivation{ that's why they tattoo...I made a tattoo} because the lights are full on and monitored by camera live...in the first cell it was huge, but alone and bare no books or paper etc... three weeks...prison mental health HOLE smaller than a closet, padded walls-lights full on, hole in floor...3 months alone unable to stand, yes satan hates me greatly AHHH being the bride, everyone wants to be homeless, beaten ,left for dead killed crushed -destroyed in every way,spit in face betrayed by an intimate friend and beaten with the bible alone- scared- unloved -uncared for sexually molested by pedophiles as a child, etc... who wants to drink among the witnesses, and then have everyone deny you, lie about you, and supernatural attacks...Marcus, twbts is evil...the bible is not, and some things are true...everyone should partake, but God would not let happen to you as he did me, NO WAY...but whats the difference,? you have been in shock...you were betrayed, its him -, satan hates us and wtbts belongs to the devil.but God saves all who are savable and he does that himself...read between the inserted lines of any bible and think Simple...Trust faith hope love, you will conquer i have no worries...about anyone, if they come out of twbts its because they are not of that sort.

slavery

Demonstration of how to reach a Jehovah's witness...there is a knock on the door, I answer yes? they tell me who they are and i say very sympathetically , I am so sorry, would you like to come in...They will say"why are you so sorry?" I say Oh very empathetically...I really disapprove of slavery...slavery? well I heard that you people are slaves. Is there any way you can be rescued??? I mean well i dont know alot about it but i understand that you are forced to spend all your money on trying to sell magazines and books and i don"t approve of that because you people are having a vow of poverty and I even heard that if you refuse to do what you are told to do... {whisperingly} that you will be killed. Are we on camera? are the slavers outside? If so I will hide you and help you. Oh your volunteers? well are you selling the merchandise? well but who pays for the printing costs...oh I see, i understand, that's why there are two of you...and more outside....what if you do not meet your quota of sales? How much time do you devote to your UHHEM religious activities do you live in a commune? I heard you were only allowed to have blue collar jobs, and only part time at that and that you pay for your own way to go out to the houses of people to sell them...

drink of the vine you said...

Matthew 26:29

29  But I say to you: I will by no means drink again any of this product of the vine until that day when I drink it new with you in the Kingdom of my Father.” Jehovah's witnesses teach that the kingdom of God is already here, in 1914 Jesus returned invisibly  according to them so why is it they still do memorial??? If the bridegroom is already here then we should be toasting his return with him -yes??? I wonder...

The watchtower and awake...

Peddling the word of God and mistranslating scriptures out of context to cause people"

s love of God to catch them into giving up their lives now and eternally because you are not supposed to charge people money for Gods words and you should not lie to people, God hates that, and they steal lives in this world away from any hope of salvation or happiness...and in the end of your pitiful lives , you get told that God hates you and announce it to the world that you are evil and a liar because you charged one of the jw's with abuse , all for what??? The Love of money is the root of all evil, billions of dollars made off the backs of their slaves, torturing them while working them to death...saying that the true God demands it. while they wear pinky rings designer suits and gold rolex watches and living in luxury right in front of the pitiful naked and unsuspecting mind slaves who are our family in bondage to satan...no wonder we refuse to stop trying to expose them...give us back our families and money you bastards....

stuff

My first husband was a muslim, he beat me for being a christian witness of Jehovah, my second husband did not beat me but lied and got me in trouble with the cops, my third husband is still trying to kill e after 16 years, i wanted a divorce from this son of a preacher man, and now i cuddle up each night safe with My god Jehovah and Jesus christ...The kingdom hall is full of evil but when i wound up in prison, I read the bible everyday, and I was born again...i was already anointed since 1983...df'd for being apostate...dont you see? I do not need a man, imperfect as they are...noone is ever 100 percent satisfied...and the bible taught me this...do not put your trust in nobles nor in the son of earthling man, to whom no salvation belongs! so when the elders and all the friends kept telling me, your mentally ill, your not anointed, i knew they were disobeying Jesus words and i manned up, at 54, i have no estrogen, and though I am beautiful, i will wait to be a widow from the evil devil worshipper who tried so hard to kill me....hahaha I told him he could nt hurt me unless Jehovah let him, after many years Jehovah stopped him, I knew he would. This is to let you know, yes The anointed exist and they are found in many different places...but anyone who tells lies like the governing body, are nothing more than abusers themselves.....I have never worshipped Jesus ever, but i know how to bow down to the Son of god, and I even call him God, because HE owns me.Lock stock and barrel...