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I lost over 100 lbs on atkins. yes it does deliver quick and easy, you don't even have to exersize, it is a scientific miracle worker, yes three times i did that, why? because a person cannot live forever without cheating on atkins and as we all know, that destroys your diet instantly. it takes three days to restart. my sister died about 4 months ago, she had for once tried atkins, but she couldn't hold it together, sugar was her frenemy, and it took her life.I am now an insulin dependant diabetic.atkins is the diet drs give you when you get bariatric surgery. they know atkins works, but ultimately, it fails due to the fact that it is unnatural to not eat fruit. but if you factor in your fruit, you can keep on atkins once you hit your target rate you must go above 30 carbs for fruits sake stay healthy on 60 carbs a day.some people can eat 60 carbs a meal, i was on 45 carbs a meal in hospital, but for weight loss 20 carbs a day. I am 400 lbs, i got this way, because i did not care about myself, i wanted to die...and in this group home i have no control at all over my diet. and if i would stop going to the food bank, i would lose weight because for me at this weight it takes of calories to stay this weight. my problem is i have a mental problem. I am a food hoarder, and i think we know why, we i mean me. I do not feel comfortable, unless i have access to food at all times, and then i eat it almost all as fast as possible. it needs to stop, or i will die.

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https://www.facebook.com/Quincy/photos/a.10150424643932806.424178.395217202805/10152501952857806/?type=1  y especially cats, they are deep, when i was so sad i could not speak my cat started following me wherever i went outside walking down the street there she was as i wandered into a stupor and wound up in the trees in the back yard of my second house, i had three in a row. I had been drugged into unconscienceness and raped and my lover threw me out i wandered all night long until i was hanging onto a tree still crying and stupified, praying to Jah please save me, i don't know what happened but i do know i was supposed to die, and when i didn't the villians took me in, my own husband was one of them, yes my current husband mr porter. my maiden name is hemingway.I changed my profile, it now contains my address and mobile, and my name. I fear him no more.Baby misty watched over me the whole time.she is gone but not forgotten.

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way i hate those priests who molest and nuns who hiss and spit at small children.my dad was hurting me emotionaly and phsyicaly. my mom did them all. my dad was not around thats why he did the least, then theres my gandma sue, hurt me every day.in every way. then there was grandma kathy, moms mom, oh man shes was a piece of work, but i loved her alot.my brother terry introduced me to cigarettes, and sex,and abused me he made me scared of the dark, and he made me scared of lights in the dark and he was powerful, you cannot say no to terry, no one ever did.and I like to hide in the dark places and watch out for the ones who want to hurt me- I litterally did this, dont get tina high she'll wind up under the waterbed. I knew someone was watching me, at home alone in my own room so i went under the bed and did not sleep or move until dave got home, then i crawled into bed and next thing i know i wake up raped, real roughly... i am not paranoid, its just satan the devil, he thinks i am married to him, ahahahaha i am serious, you can ask me but its best if i put it into a video.