Jehovah has one organization, and it is active in heaven right now. The anointed are so busy with demonic attacks that we seem to get nowhere. But in fact we are everywhere, and no where. The truth about Jesus kingdom in Heaven, has begun, and the reason it seems to be elusive, is because satan is attacking you too. Everyone who loves God, is being attacked constantly and with no let up. Prayer is more powerful than we can know, sometimes bad things happen and Good comes from it, you just never know, but I trust Jesus has got me, and indeed, i spent many years crying and begging god to let me die.I mean everyday, and after 4 successful suicides and one frozen to death by accident. I am an expert on what to do. Do not leave that person alone, ever, get them help and stay with them, do not leave them until another professional steps up.I can say i am over it, but that would be a lie.I will never be over it.The major reason for suicide is lack of companionship. we need to touch a living being, even if it is an animal. We must redirect our thoughts immediately or else death will visit again.I have finally found the answer, I was touched by God's Son and he really talks to me. The way i know it is him, is that he never says anything to me that is not up building, he teaches me, even while i talk to others, i listen to the words coming out of me. I do not think before i speak and hesitation, is avoided because the first thought is Him, and if i try to reason out what he said, i will fail to be instructed. I developed a relationship with this invisible man,and he physically touches me so that  won't get failure to thrive. I am not afraid to do or say anything to him, because he already knows, but he encourages me to speak it out loud. If you can get this for yourselves, a measure of happiness comes with it, because he loves me, and shows me, and tells me. I just started talking to myself nicely, as if a father was speaking and then all of a sudden, I realized it was him, not me.When they announced at the podium that sister sweet needed visits because she was sick, I went home and filled a basket with nuts and went over there, I am the only one in the hall that went, she died the next early morning, with her son by her side. I have seen the entire hall IGNORE the instructions by the governing body, and was treated harshly by my pioneer sister for it-and lost her friendship. I was devastated, and all the while i was being beaten for being a Christian, by my first husband, he was a muslim from Iran. I lost all five of my living children and they won't talk to me, because they believe some lies about me, they do not know me at all.I have no one but GOD and HIS SON and i am content. today the owners of this group home i live in{MUSLIMS -NIGERIAN}I told his wife that her husband always gives me a second cup of coffee, she said no he doesn't {as if i would lie}. Then she told her husband that i yelled at her, that is also a lie. I will never talk to her again about anything but say thank you and please as i always do, because they do not know me, or my God, satan will use them, look he did. I must not try to get anything more than what Jesus provides a measure of security, and His love is enough for me.I am getting better, i look forward to the day that i can run away from everyone like i used to do when i was homeless. until then my friends thank you for your videos.I luv you Guys!