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 I married a muslim from IRAN, my 3 children he raised, he let my son stel money from his checking and savings and said nothing, my son was getting high and drunk, but then his siter called, my daughter and told him that her father could not buy food for her children{he had to adopt his own grandchildren because she had been getting high} so my son had to man up, and quit stealing money so that his sisters children could eat. I am proud of my son, for that, but the way Islam dictate women's roles, even the way they view their own daughters. My X did not take care of them, they had gone through a pretty rough time of it. He screams and yells about stupid stuff. and he is violent, i left him, but I could not take my son, i returned my daughters because i had to for their sake, and he abused them. he married his first cousin, and then dumped when she developed MS i have ms too he just left her at the hospital and did not care about his own Persian wife.When he dies, i will laugh. This is my current husband MR David Porter, he too beat me, until i ripped his face open. I was so proud of myself. I got giddy.I had a friend who shot her husband six times and when they found her she was still standing over him clicking the empty gun, she did a little time, because he lived and he did stuff that he got what he deserved.

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I left everything i owned and never went back inside, i was so sick my lungs were bleeding and when it rained i got dizzy. This is a rainforest. the effects can be so gawd awful. i had a systemic yeast infection brought on by mold there is no cure and 3 years is maximum time left. I went down to the sea and was stung by a jellyfish, i was cured instantly. That is why, i will never leave my God. The fact is all of your belongs are infected. Don't think you can get away with staying, look for standing water under the house. that's what caused my apt. to become uninhabitable. i left one day, and never returned and all i took were the clothes on my back. I was very rich then, i had everything , i painted the interior, and matched furniture that i never sat on because, i worked constantly. I just started sleeping in my van.BTW the steroids will cause a yeast infection, and you may suffer from my fated illness, leave, before it is too late. Your life is worth more than all you own.God taught me that and it saved my life, once again.

I have lost weight since i been here, probably 40 pounds, the water under the skin on my belly is gone. Today, i felt no pain when i got up to walk to the john, but i am on morphine always so, it has to do with the weight loss. I am hungry all the time, but my copenhagen long cut helps a great deal.So, I can finally feel the difference and My coming to this Home was a very good thing for me. I never thought my troubles would be better, but Jah is with me, and Jesus , he works on my behalf, to keep improving. I will be that beautiful woman whose face is captured in only one photo. it took 3 years to destroy my beauty and my life, but i am well on the way to recovery. I can walk, I excersize lying down, range of motion, and crunches, I am a body builder, I will rebuild my health regardless of my Insulin dependence and oxygen needs. COPD and MS cannot win, and the reason i know it, is because I Have MY GOD, the only thing I ever wanted, was His loving Kindness, and Jesus. I love talking to Him and about him and for him, to speak for me, because i lost the will to live and now, because he has intervened and stopped the angelic oppression and attacks on my person. I am able to enjoy his protection and His great loving arms around me.The greatest loss i have suffered is losing my ability to sing long and high notes. My voice is there but i dare not be loud, and to really get oxygen deep into my Diaphragm - If i find a way to go out away from people, it will recover my lung capacity...someday, it will be so. There is no limit to what you can accomplish when you Got your two Gods with you, my father, and my husband...Hallelujah..https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PBo-n_17XU0

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Jehovah has one organization, and it is active in heaven right now. The anointed are so busy with demonic attacks that we seem to get nowhere. But in fact we are everywhere, and no where. The truth about Jesus kingdom in Heaven, has begun, and the reason it seems to be elusive, is because satan is attacking you too. Everyone who loves God, is being attacked constantly and with no let up. Prayer is more powerful than we can know, sometimes bad things happen and Good comes from it, you just never know, but I trust Jesus has got me, and indeed, i spent many years crying and begging god to let me die.I mean everyday, and after 4 successful suicides and one frozen to death by accident. I am an expert on what to do. Do not leave that person alone, ever, get them help and stay with them, do not leave them until another professional steps up.I can say i am over it, but that would be a lie.I will never be over it.The major reason for suicide is lack of companionship. we need to touch a living being, even if it is an animal. We must redirect our thoughts immediately or else death will visit again.I have finally found the answer, I was touched by God's Son and he really talks to me. The way i know it is him, is that he never says anything to me that is not up building, he teaches me, even while i talk to others, i listen to the words coming out of me. I do not think before i speak and hesitation, is avoided because the first thought is Him, and if i try to reason out what he said, i will fail to be instructed. I developed a relationship with this invisible man,and he physically touches me so that  won't get failure to thrive. I am not afraid to do or say anything to him, because he already knows, but he encourages me to speak it out loud. If you can get this for yourselves, a measure of happiness comes with it, because he loves me, and shows me, and tells me. I just started talking to myself nicely, as if a father was speaking and then all of a sudden, I realized it was him, not me.When they announced at the podium that sister sweet needed visits because she was sick, I went home and filled a basket with nuts and went over there, I am the only one in the hall that went, she died the next early morning, with her son by her side. I have seen the entire hall IGNORE the instructions by the governing body, and was treated harshly by my pioneer sister for it-and lost her friendship. I was devastated, and all the while i was being beaten for being a Christian, by my first husband, he was a muslim from Iran. I lost all five of my living children and they won't talk to me, because they believe some lies about me, they do not know me at all.I have no one but GOD and HIS SON and i am content. today the owners of this group home i live in{MUSLIMS -NIGERIAN}I told his wife that her husband always gives me a second cup of coffee, she said no he doesn't {as if i would lie}. Then she told her husband that i yelled at her, that is also a lie. I will never talk to her again about anything but say thank you and please as i always do, because they do not know me, or my God, satan will use them, look he did. I must not try to get anything more than what Jesus provides a measure of security, and His love is enough for me.I am getting better, i look forward to the day that i can run away from everyone like i used to do when i was homeless. until then my friends thank you for your videos.I luv you Guys!

So, the bible clearly states that this perfect man should not be alone, that it was not good for him. If that was true of Adam, is it true of Jesus? He is a perfect man and he is still alive When he showed himself to Thomas he said put your hand in my side see that i am not a spirit, so if all that is the way god describes it, at the end of the thousand year reign of Jesus, will he then have God make him a wife out of his rib, because he is not just a man? Wouldn't it make sense that God could put his rib into an imperfect mom like his, and grow him a wife from that? And if he did, what would be the ramifications of her having sin, she becomes a christian and is saved, and she was not made through Jesus hand but by Jah alone, she would have no human father, and Mary is her real mother, not the woman who infected her with sin. Then she can do a job for God, and Jesus would help, and then they run away together, in the end, the real happy ever after, and he looks like Adam and she has the face of Eve.When the bible was written it was true that nothing came into existence that was not made through the master's hand, but now an unwritten Truth comes to light, and really it is written in the bible, the Bride is literal and she is me. Satan knew it, and i did not, until my late thirties, then God told me during a season of powerful attacks and testing by Satan, and only now can i say with Authority I am that woman. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I HAD WRITTEN IN MY DIARY, AND THE ELDERS READ IT. AND THAT WAS THE APOSTACY CHARGE . THEY SAID I WAS TEACHING IT TO PEOPLE, ACTUALLY UNTIL NOW, NO ONE HAS HEARD IT, EXCEPT FOR THE BOE and the fact is, it is TRUE.My Name Is IJAH because I and Jah are one. i am in the bible too i am the wife of Christ...take note only invited ones can view this blog. I erased the diary of 4 years of preaching online, because of what they said, so here i am doing the will of God, revealing one of His greatest accomplishments, a woman of wrath, a voice in the wilderness, taunting the Satan himself to his face while accompanied by myriads of angels, and sitting at the feet of the Christ, knowing well the proclamations Jehovah's son made, and indeed Jehovah himself used my person to do a most impressive work, so much so, that the demons believe, they have to, there is no other way than what came forth through me, only God, or holy angels, and even Satan knows i would not be able to Know what I do. It is the mind of the Christ, the Holy spirit that IS Jehovah my God, and i was terrified, but even a demon comforted me with words from Jehovah. that is correct.I have many things i could say, but here i am making it available only to the ones God and His Son draws to read it, and they will believe. Praise Jah!!Isaiah:28-28 Woe to the showy* crown* of the drunkards of E′phra·im+

And the fading blossom of its glorious beauty,

Which is on the head of the fertile valley of those overcome with wine!

 2 Look! Jehovah has someone strong and mighty.

Like a thundering hailstorm, a destructive windstorm,

Like a thunderstorm of powerful floodwaters,

He will forcefully hurl it down to the earth.

 3 The showy* crowns of the drunkards of E′phra·im

Will be trampled underfoot.+

 4 And the fading flower of its glorious beauty,

Which is on the head of the fertile valley,

Will become like the early fig before summer.

When someone sees it, he swallows it as soon as it is in his hand.

5 In that day Jehovah of armies will become a glorious crown and a beautiful garland to those left of his people.+ 6 And he will become a spirit of justice to the one who sits in judgment and a source of mightiness to those who repel the attack at the gate.+

 7 And these also go astray because of wine;

Their alcoholic beverages make them stagger.

Priest and prophet go astray because of alcohol;

The wine confuses them,

And they stagger from their alcohol;

Their vision makes them go astray,

And they stumble in judgment.+

 8 For their tables are full of filthy vomit

—There is no place without it.

 9 To whom will one impart knowledge,

And to whom will one explain the message?

To those who have just been weaned from milk,

Those just taken away from the breasts?

10 For it is “command after command, command after command,

Line by line, line by line,*+

A little here, a little there.”

11 So by means of those with stammering speech* and a foreign language, he will speak to this people.+ 12 He once told them: “This is the resting-place. Let the weary one rest; this is the place of refreshment,” but they refused to listen.+13 So to them the word of Jehovah will be:

“Command after command, command after command,

Line by line, line by line,*+

A little here, a little there,”

So that when they walk,

They will stumble and fall backward

And be broken and ensnared and caught.+

14 So hear the word of Jehovah, you boasters,

You rulers of this people in Jerusalem,

15 For you men say:

“We have made a covenant with Death,+

And with the Grave* we have made an agreement.*

When the raging flash flood passes through,

It will not reach us,

For we have made a lie our refuge

And we have hidden ourselves in falsehood.”+

16 Therefore this is what the Sovereign Lord Jehovah says:

“Here I am laying as a foundation in Zion a tested stone,+

The precious cornerstone+ of a sure foundation.+

No one exercising faith will panic.+

17 And I will make justice the measuring line+

And righteousness the leveling tool.*+

The hail will sweep away the refuge of lies,

And the waters will flood out the hiding place.

18 Your covenant with Death will be dissolved,

And your agreement with the Grave* will not stand.+

When the raging flash flood passes through,

You will be crushed by it.

19 As often as it passes through,

It will sweep you away;+

For it will pass through morning after morning,

During the day and during the night.

Only terror will make them understand what was heard.”*

20 For the bed is too short to stretch out on,

And the woven sheet is too narrow to wrap up in.

21 For Jehovah will rise up as at Mount Pe·ra′zim;

He will rouse himself as in the valley* near Gib′e·on,+

That he may do his deed—his strange deed—

And that he may carry out his work—his unusual work.+

22 Now do not scoff,+

So that your bonds may not be further tightened,

For I have heard from the Sovereign Lord, Jehovah of armies,

That an extermination has been determined for all the land.*+

23 Give ear and listen to my voice;

Pay attention and listen to what I say.

24 Does the plower keep plowing all day before he sows seed?

Does he continually break up and harrow his ground?+

25 When he has smoothed out its surface,

Does he not then scatter black cumin and sow cumin,

And does he not plant wheat, millet, and barley in their places

And spelt+ around the edges?

26 For He teaches* him the right way;

His God instructs him.+

27 For black cumin is not crushed with a threshing sledge,+

And a wagon wheel is not driven over cumin.

Rather, black cumin is beaten out with a rod,

And cumin with a staff.

28 Does a person crush grain for bread?

No, he does not thresh it incessantly;+

And when he drives the roller of his wagon over it with his horses,

He does not crush it.+

29 This also comes from Jehovah of armies,

Whose counsel* is wonderful

And whose achievements are great.*+

I would never accuse God of being simple or understandable, unless he makes it known himself, my words mean nothing, but if the spirit agrees, those who are of the same spirit will believe, for where there is an up, there is also a down, for where there is a to the left, there is a to the right, if it is round, it also is square, if it is a great height, then there is a mighty down. Like the sea full of living  souls, there is also a pit where the dead reside. He is an intricate stitcher, a perfect realm of completeness to the highest degree, where there are words, Jehovah is Silent, but soon the silence ends and then O<O<O pay attention to the song, the lyrics are not the only words, the spirits are the voices heard in the drums, on the stringed instrument comes forth notes from an angels tongue, indeed even they have more than one voice singing three different octaves at once. Have you never pondered His secret place? The third heaven, i been there.In the tent of the most holy where everything is gold, i go.