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This girl I know, has never been loved before. she married, and had children, she lavished her babies, all three, she would go to the Kingdom Hall and cry through the whole meeting.in great fear she left them all behind..still looking for love, she tried gain, only to lose two babies..she tied her tubes so she would not have to worry, but she was still crying from the first thee. she thought she found love but the ugly truth soon reared its head, the third was the worst...she asked God, why am I now trying to go back to him, because I still love him..Some very kind answer came to her....and it was this...she believed in love and could feel it she thought...he might be and for a few minutes, but always mAde her cry, every day and now that he is gone grieved. if any little thing went wrong she would fall to the floor and beg God to let her die...this went on for years and when he spoke to her, she knew it was Jesus..she had to unlearn the responses that were taught at the Kingdom Hall....causing her to loop the response to questions that she heard in her own head...lies meant to bind her in a moment end freeze

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Tina Hemingway i had to relearn about my Jesus,and it was especially for me.each of us need to maintain our dedication to Jesus and make him our best friend..i searched so hard, i prayed so long and i knew He would come get me, and care for me. He kept His promise,and after 55 years , it gets better everyday. Our testimony can be a life saver for someone..indeed we bring good news for free...

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 i was tortured by men who think women are not equal to men, i am married and that bastard hes tried to and still is ater me, and a serial pedophile killer who is on my facebook, yes, i have known it and he is befriending every jw that hated me on yahoo answers. they smeared me while i was a jw lining in a garbage dump in the woods...i did that to protect myself and yes itwas also a toilet inhabited by biting red ants that builds mounds as tall as me, they are everyehwhere...20 years 18 a prisoner of satan himself, but Ja and his son did not leave me, they carried me, and even though i appear to be a useless piece of trash...Jehovah and i are one...so think about what you say to me, i no longer work as a narc, i am now a judge of angels..and any wicked human if i judge you unworthy of life, i will not let you die until i am satisfied, and i will never be satisfied, and jesus is way nicer than his bride.I am a master of torture with no hands and no power....drink up fakers, i await my full time, and it will splash forth out of my mouth like an engorged skin bottle as big as eternity, in an instant... be well those who believe my words, and be aware those who doubt my patience..and be terrified of every word you have ever said those who have not got a clear conscience....this a part of the new scrolls....hear with your mouth, see with your nose,cut off your hands if needs be, because it is a womans job to protect her husbands chest when he is missing his rib..i am that rib...i am IJAH daughter of guess who , my name will not settle on top of a goat,my sheep will hear me, and if you think 144,000 is a small number compared to billions, you would be right, how many got saved in noah's day......????????????? the trash will be waltz to the lake, and away with you now go..and do not say i did not give an ample warning,if you can hear me, and see me,you have no reason to be bewildered...i am your feet, i am your eyes, i am your thoughts, i am erasing your thoughts if i care to, look what i can do to angels..Manage

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yes and i was awake in death, for three days, i was sitting in my dead car, the license plate said 144law..it came to me, i knew it would be mine...I was in horrible pain, it would not stop, it went on for 2 years, then one day i fell, i could not stand, i knew i was dead, but God can do anything, much more than the bible says, after three days with no movement and no thoughts, inside my head i thought:Jesus, whats that pain" and he said inside my head in his own voice :" well , that's the pain of death" i thought inside of my head : "wait a minute, Ecclesiastes 9:5 the dead are conscience, but{ and this is weird for i was a jw} but you know everything Lord"... i knew right then and there that someone was helping me to think i never talked to Jesus before and never called him Lord, so my next question was, " how do i get rid of that pain?" he answered " well, you need to take about 4 shits" those were his exact words, my hand lifted and was being stroked, i started to blow out all the air from my body 2 minutes it was painful, it came out of my marrow, and then i felt compelled to spit and when i did that I hauled in the biggest breath i had ever know and instantly i realized, i was breathing for real. i thought i was breathing before that but it was pretend..then i heard another voice,outside my head and it said"Jesus is going to take you from the car to the tent and your going to be as helpless as a newborn baby, " I thought that does not sound good newborn babies die if they have no help"... my husband had erected a tent in back of the car it was winter and snowing and i had to no water or food that i knew of, but when i looked down between my feet, i was naked there was a jug of water, i drank about a cup, thats all there was, next i got tired of waiting so i opened the door and crawled on my hands and knees naked through ice and snow, the tent was wet, inside and there were wet blankets i went in and covered myself up with the wet blankets, after that i could not move anything, but my arms and head, i was deep in hypothermia, i felt nice and warm and there was no pain, i had my cell phone but i knew i would get hurt if i called for help, but the new ringtone on my virgin mobile was hinder, lips of an angel, i asked Jesus to play it for me, over and over, then i looked at the screen and there were anime pictures everyone of them was different, i knew they were angels...i went in and out of conscientiousness and then a guy one of my husbands friends came by and gave me a dozen red roses.. my husband is a devil worshiper, he tricked me into marriage... so then i started to freak out waving my arms and trying to scream then i felt drunk, and i thought, oh god its just you makin me feel this way...i lay in the tent for 45 days no food, no water, i lost 200 lbs 5 pounds of water a day, my husband would bring his friends around and get high smoking the glass pipe with his girlfriend,i could not speak and i saw angels marching through the tent, it started off as two tents one inside another, i remembered the tabernacle and had it built before i fell, i torched the inside one... before i fell, i set the inside of the car on fire with me in it, but i was just trying to get Jehovahs attention, right before i died...after awhile there were no blankets on me and i was in and out, then on the last day, i heard a loud whisper, it was Jesus he said darling dear, i found out those words both mean beloved... up to this time i was on probation for a crime i did not commit, and my husband was still trying to kill me, i told the officer thats why she arrested me 17 times for violations, i had meth in me, my husband is a meth cook...and so as i heard Jesus call me that ,Joanna weist opened the tent, and i spoke i said Joanna, they hauled me up and put me in a cop car, she threatened my husband with murder charges because she knew he knew where i was. kept telling her what he was doing, he would get me high, leave me no food or water and then return beat me saying i am not a christian,..they took me to he prison, and then the hospital after a week of eating, unable to stand the pain was back and i started to scream, urinating off the side of the mattress, finally they took me, and the dr took an exray, oh, the dr said she cant walk because her sciatica is being pushed on the inside, so they took me to the medical wing into a room made of rubber and the size of a closet, they gave me the sweet stuff to drink and it made me poop 49 times in a row, and on the fourth shit, it moved, there was a rock inside of me, it had been there for twenty years from a suicide attempt. i was still hallucinating and i felt like someone was punching me in the gut every time i pooped, after that, i became aware that i was now skinny...good thing i had been a fat chick...lol this is just a taste of what i have endured. I have no reason to lie and the attempts on my life continue, its not just my husband and i know Satan, he uses people to hurt me and they don,t even know it

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 when Love is not present i must take my leave...watchtower broke my heart....Jesus reinvented it, for i took him, and my Father with me...for it was they whom caused me to see, i know myself pretty good, i will let anyone hurt me, then one day...I found that love can be found,and i closed my eyes and there he was, I am a temple,the holy spirit resides in me...i Joined the wtbts because God wanted me there, because the one thing that they did wrong, was speak the truth, reading scripture, encouraging bible reading...i played out every character, i have pondered every word, and situation, and the more i learned the better i saw...getting away was not easy.. but when someone tells you to sin against the holy spirit, the choice is easy...i eat and drink and since i was 27, i knew death would take me...i could understand things that others could only pretend to know...it is not hard to believe that out of billions and billions of people since the begging of time, that i was created this way, in fact...Jehovah sent me. every time you say the name Jesus you are in fact saying Jehovah is salvation. do not listen to any man, for no man could make up the only word that protects me and cares for me, no demons can stand to hear it....and i know more about Satan than anyone...who is it that speaks for me...after i was destroyed by the abuse and the beatings and the lies, and a life devoid of anything kind, or loving, I started to hate myself too...i could hear the voice of the son of God, and it can come out through anyone he wants...you can run all the way to mew york, you can try to hide or deny my God, but there will come a day, that you will be glad that the world hated you...and i smoke, and i chew, and i get high, the things that god made are mine...I live here and when he comes, and he has to me, every eye saw him, here in the air, there is no air in the old heavens, so high the angels needed a staircase...and i have seen it.. but there is a problem inside us, lives a liar, you could see Jesus resurrect the dead, right in front of your face...then if you try to tell someone, they cannot believe it, and if it was you..two minutes later in your own heart you will think you were hallucinating, and forget about it...I, even I have done that...i really am just a tiny gob of dirt, crawling with demons, and yet i rise above it all, because My Father, My God is in me...if you remain in there you absolutely be condemned . why? they hide pedophiles if your kids are in and you are not, pray for them to receive knowledge and understanding..ask the God whom I love to make it impossible for you to sin against the Holy spirit.... God is Holy and and he is a spirit....sounds to me that the holy spirit is God, and the name that will save you is Jehovah is salvation ..Jesus, the Christ....Manage

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Frustrated by what he viewed as the Governing Body's dogmatism and overemphasis on traditional views rather than reliance on the Bible in reaching doctrinal decisions, Franz and his wife decided in late 1979 they would leave the international headquarters...[11]..Matthew 10 :37 New Living Translation
"If you love your father or mother more than you love me, you are not worthy of being mine; or if you love your son or daughter more than me, you are not worthy of being mine." THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE DOING...STAYING IN, BECAUSE YOUR FAMILY WILL SHUN YOU...LOOK, IF THEY TRULY LOVE ME, THEY WILL GET OUT, WITHOUT YOUR HELP. PLEASE DO NOT SHOOT THE MESSENGER Ijah-me are you still sitting around just rolling your eyes because of your wife, what happen to lots wife...i felt compelled to say it....are you gonna be sitting in the next kingdom hall with the doors barred and being burned alive...use prayer to save not brawn...i am telling you three times... do not get shot for sitting in a hall because you love your children and don't want to be disfellowshipped, you may think it is the right thing to do.. but i am ADONAI>>>Revelation 18:4New Living Translation
Then I heard another voice calling from heaven, "Come away from her, my people. Do not take part in her sins, or you will be punished with her.

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