Thursday, January 18, 2018
Friday, January 12, 2018
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Tina Hemingway Eve loved the lord God so much, she wanted to be just like him. and we know what happened then. Using God's name to credit themselves and selling the word of God for profit, and who pays? the members do, because they don't step back and try to imagine how the org looks to people who are informed about the pedos, the JW who can objectively research His own org, will definitely reject it. And my best question is, WTH IS THE GUARD TOWER FOR??? JIM JONES had a tower, waco had gates, God cannot protect the secrets behind those gates, so the fat wolves in sheeps clothing keep ever tighter the control , i am shocked and appalled that they refuse to allow their members to research their own religion which is baffling considering that this is how they proved in their many books of commentary -that this religion was the ultimate truth. and worst of all, these snarling dogs, stand there in front of us, and say you are screwed, because you don't love God. Ezekeil 34, ought to wake them the fuck up, and yes i use swear words because God knows i use them only on those that deserve it.i get great dispair when the bus driver who dfd me, cannot wait to run, yes run up to an apostate and say to me,"I heard you were dead"...disobeying the gb right there and admitting that they gossip which is disobeying the christ, and saying Jehovah will put us to death for whatever reason they state but forget that the Father judges no one, that is Jesus job. i no longer am trapped by all the lies they told me...........New Living Translation John 14:26
But when the Father sends the Advocate as my representative--that is, the Holy Spirit--he will teach you everything and will remind you of everything I have told you.
But when the Father sends the Advocate as my representative--that is, the Holy Spirit--he will teach you everything and will remind you of everything I have told you.
Wednesday, January 10, 2018
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went to the mental health dr today. my racing thoughts and horrific memories have stopped almost 90 percent. i am not upset at my beautiful daughter for unfriending me again, she found Jesus and she seems to recall memories of me being evil. When i refuted her, she hung up and blocked me. ah but i have become accepting of it, for all the lies she has been told and te meth she did and lost her children, my first husband is muslim. of course he lies about me. i am making a great breakthrough. i am no longer tormented with stupid thoughts, I asked God for his help and i am in constant communication with him...indeed, the wonderful counselor has told me many things. i broke a toe, finally i have a shoe that fits, a surgical shoe for fractured feet. it is nice to feel loved and wanted. i talked with my adopted father today, he told me he is bringing me another rosary, this one is for the wrist. i am spiritual and my stage name is T it is also a reminder that i am never alone. I told him quite calmly that if his staff treated me with the same respect they treat him, i would be so happy. body language gives people away. while i am sure that fillipinos are not all rascist. i find it can be a problem. they should be careful because eddie and Jeanette have adopted me.i am going to put a small gold sign on my door it will be written in taglish- taglish is what all fillipinos use to speak to one another because they have so many dialects, they would not be able to communicate without it.. it includes spanish and english and you must wear real gold, for in the phillipines it is abundant and it is their culture. great for me because i wear all gold, my hair face nails etc... just waiting for the day, and i know it will come, when they buy me gold, then i will know, i really am home and safe. at this point i saw my son reza speaking suicidal. i try not to use any scripures but when i wrote him, he did not write back but the next day, he said he was going to make himself over. at the age of 29, he shold have had a wife, but if you wanna be into death metal and wear mohawks it can be a challenge to find a good woman. i am not saying they dont exist but he has found none. I find your mind can trap you, being exjw, i know it does. the only way to free ones self is to purposefully do and try new things that you might be afraid of. it works for me, for i am transformed, but without My Father in heaven, and the blood covering of the Christ, this animal i had become, has turned back into a lady. i am not an angry man talking smack at everyone if even a hint of disrespect comes my way it sets of ptsd, and i black out. i am not violent unless my life is in real danger. i know there is to come a final moment when God almighty will unleash his wrath. i will know it, because he will say it out loud through my mouth. this woman that i was and am and going to be I amaze myself... but that what happens to you when your holy God speaks to the devil through you. if i smile, he pushes me into the wall. oh yeah, he does that stuff when Jesus speaks and someone listens, i listen to what i say and it's him. the bus drivers all know,,,as an exjw i think you should know, the head honcho of the hawks prarie congregation, he was the one who disf me, he drives the dial a lift, he does not run away from me, oh no, he come across the street and comes right up to my face and says, I heard you were dead...so gossipping is tantamount to pure ignorance and it is evil...he likes to flaunt the fact that he runs the hall and that i am homeless scum...i talk to every bus driver, and tell them stuff... i wonder what he would think of my transformation??? I told him i have no human father, and btw, i never ever seen the inside of the elders room until that, i had no idea of the opulance therein, and that scumbag had his feet up on the table when they summoned me in....fuck him, you know, he knew i ate at the first baptist church, he knew i slept in the catholic church...who does he think he is...a lowly friggen bus driver tries to force me to not partake by permanently declaring i need to fix my relationship with god. his songs of praise are truly prideful and a waste of his time, any minute now, i mean it, right when you think its not gonna happen, wham...and ijah, me I will sound the call.....do I have an elevated opinion of myself , no. I have extreme respect for my Father, my God, our creator and i am sick of people believing lies about him. the latest one is that the name of jehovah was made up by a monk. WRF???? no, no , i cannot stand it. really? what was the name of the God that Jesus worshipped eh? no man should speak of His holy moniker like that but God help me, it stuns me, i get attacked by the devil, i seen hi, and by gum, the name Jehovah sickens him and he leaves. i can talk about jesus all day, but that name IJAH, i and the father ARE one and He named me that....Thank you for your valuable time.Godspeed his Love to us who wait...
Saturday, January 6, 2018
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Tina Hemingway wonderful truth.I wake watch make work, sing praises with every breath a prayer, of hope and thanksgiving. I came out of a death cult, i was Jehovah's witness. I knew something was wrong. no matter how much work we did door to door, it was never enough. we were told to listen to the governing body like a mother. they trampled on me by using the name of Jehovah so much, i forgot about Jesus words. i read only what i was told to, but something was wrong, at the lords evening meal, when i was 27, i took the cup of wine, the blood of the christ, and ate the symbolic body of unleavened bread. we were told to not question anyone who did so, but when i went out to the parking lot to go home to my mrderous husband who was beating me with sharia law, muslim he was. the man in charge, brother jim hayes came outside and strted to get so hot, and angry, screming spitting in my face saying who do you think you are? i went home crushed, i was told that the elders were appointed by God, so i thought God was angry with me for partaking, for 20 years i was terrified with having committed the ultimate unforgivable sin. after that i went back and was reinstated. my current husband, a white supremist from a devil worshipping cult from centralia washington. he was trying to kill me and beatme many times saying i was not a christian. then i wound up in jail and in prison over the course of 5 years, i was innocent, but i made the best of it, i would use the watchtowers ad the awake and told them i was the bride of the christ. i used art as a form of work and made a schedule for everyting inside my cement tomb, 23 hours a day, i was not alone, i read the bible, and made a relationship with God that is unshakeable. i couldnt wait to go back to the kingdom hall, but something was still wrong. i knew they would not help me, i was outside under a tree, but i was not alone for i gave voice to the christ out loud in prison jail and in a tiny tent where no human being would disturb me. i realized that God did love me, because when i went to get food from other churches i saw good works being done, when i went to the memorial at the kingdom hall, they knew i was homeless and had been in prison and they condiered me not fit to drink the cup. i stood in front of seven men who do not know me at all, and when i told them that i have no human Father, and that i was the bride of christ, they could not wait to disfellowship me, and i knew they would kick me out of the memorial, they did that and i did not even know the guy...i knew that they would, i told a woman in jail that they would and she happened to be in a van outside the kingdom hall that night and she said you told me they were going to do that and i am unable to be reinstateed unless i quit partaking, that would be the ultimate sin. near death always and a woman who cannot stop anyone from hurting me, i was abused all of my life because i loved god more than my own life, if anyone thinks i made this up, they should be careful what they say... this is my final testimony, we are in God's courtroom and Jesus is my witness, yes i am Jehovah;s eye witness, and the supernatural i can see and hear. i watched God put a demon to death, the holy spirit came out of him and it looked like a sort of rainbow with cloud and beauty i never knew, it was just that every time i died 7 times, i wound up in a golden tent. I was taught to speak to Jesus, i never did that before. I was panting for God and was being tortured in His name and in the Christs name. i know the devil, he is old and crafty, i am beyond his reach now. i sit here and i want to share all of it, so that all people will come to their senses. the watchtower uses the love of God to bleed out their own members, they eat sleep and work, thinking it is for god.....they are being used, and they die thinking the miserable lives they led would yeild them the love of god, but behind closed doors, these men do unspeakable acts of vile misconduct and they will not have anyone to help them. hiders of pedophiles disobeying mans laws and stealing families and happiness all the day long, forcing them to hurt themselves, they cannot see what they have become,unloving and used like puppets, any one even thinks for himself, gets disowned. they turn parables into cautionary tales of what thei own family will do to them, and many kill themselves, i know, i am still here. the wheat and the weeds have grown together, and now the weeds are going to be burned ad the wheat taken along.I have seen and been helped by many different faiths only one, did not help me. we should not treat christians as if their denominations matter. what are their works. the watchtower bts have no good works. Jesus never went door to door and they are searching for new victims. I Love our Creator and His name is Jehovah, but we must call on the christ and they effectively brainwash the children and silence them, that is disgusting. how can you throw a victim of incest into the street, while the traitors are venerated and hidden..Luke 8 :17....New International Version
For there is nothing hidden that will not be disclosed, and nothing concealed that will not be known or brought out into the open.
New Living Translation
For all that is secret will eventually be brought into the open, and everything that is concealed will be brought to light and made known to all. My name is I jah, my legal name literally means anointed follower of the christ, pronounce i yaw...for the father and i are one...do not think they will get away with what they have done...even though their bloodlust for money is obvious, and charity does not exist on any level, they lied to the government and the australian royal commision exposed them, but the members will not listen unless Jesus sets them free...billionaires wearing rolex watches and armani suits stealing from little injured sheep...New American Standard Bible
Prophecy against the Shepherds of Israel
1Then the word of the LORD came to me saying, 2“Son of man, prophesy against the shepherds of Israel. Prophesy and say to those shepherds, ‘Thus says the Lord GOD, “Woe, shepherds of Israel who have been feeding themselves! Should not the shepherds feed the flock? 3“You eat the fat and clothe yourselves with the wool, you slaughter the fat sheep without feeding the flock. 4“Those who are sickly you have not strengthened, the diseased you have not healed, the broken you have not bound up, the scattered you have not brought back, nor have you sought for the lost; but with force and with severity you have dominated them. 5“They were scattered for lack of a shepherd, and they became food for every beast of the field and were scattered. 6“My flock wandered through all the mountains and on every high hill; My flock was scattered over all the surface of the earth, and there was no one to search or seek for them.”’”
Ezekiel 34 7 Therefore, you shepherds, hear the word of the LORD: 8“As I live,” declares the Lord GOD, “surely because My flock has become a prey, My flock has even become food for all the beasts of the field for lack of a shepherd, and My shepherds did not search for My flock, but rather the shepherds fed themselves and did not feed My flock; 9therefore, you shepherds, hear the word of the LORD: 10‘Thus says the Lord GOD, “Behold, I am against the shepherds, and I will demand My sheep from them and make them cease from feeding sheep. So the shepherds will not feed themselves anymore, but I will deliver My flock from their mouth, so that they will not be food for them.”’”...and it will come to pass.http://144lawbride.blogspot.com/
For there is nothing hidden that will not be disclosed, and nothing concealed that will not be known or brought out into the open.
New Living Translation
For all that is secret will eventually be brought into the open, and everything that is concealed will be brought to light and made known to all. My name is I jah, my legal name literally means anointed follower of the christ, pronounce i yaw...for the father and i are one...do not think they will get away with what they have done...even though their bloodlust for money is obvious, and charity does not exist on any level, they lied to the government and the australian royal commision exposed them, but the members will not listen unless Jesus sets them free...billionaires wearing rolex watches and armani suits stealing from little injured sheep...New American Standard Bible
Prophecy against the Shepherds of Israel
1Then the word of the LORD came to me saying, 2“Son of man, prophesy against the shepherds of Israel. Prophesy and say to those shepherds, ‘Thus says the Lord GOD, “Woe, shepherds of Israel who have been feeding themselves! Should not the shepherds feed the flock? 3“You eat the fat and clothe yourselves with the wool, you slaughter the fat sheep without feeding the flock. 4“Those who are sickly you have not strengthened, the diseased you have not healed, the broken you have not bound up, the scattered you have not brought back, nor have you sought for the lost; but with force and with severity you have dominated them. 5“They were scattered for lack of a shepherd, and they became food for every beast of the field and were scattered. 6“My flock wandered through all the mountains and on every high hill; My flock was scattered over all the surface of the earth, and there was no one to search or seek for them.”’”
Ezekiel 34 7 Therefore, you shepherds, hear the word of the LORD: 8“As I live,” declares the Lord GOD, “surely because My flock has become a prey, My flock has even become food for all the beasts of the field for lack of a shepherd, and My shepherds did not search for My flock, but rather the shepherds fed themselves and did not feed My flock; 9therefore, you shepherds, hear the word of the LORD: 10‘Thus says the Lord GOD, “Behold, I am against the shepherds, and I will demand My sheep from them and make them cease from feeding sheep. So the shepherds will not feed themselves anymore, but I will deliver My flock from their mouth, so that they will not be food for them.”’”...and it will come to pass.http://144lawbride.blogspot.com/
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